"Too much of her! No, Dan--not too much of her--not enough; but too
much of this dirty little village and the mean-minded vermin that
live in it! Nobody could see too much of Sarah Jane--any more than
they could see too much of the sun in the sky, or hear too much of
the song of the birds. I don't see enough of her--or of you. How
glad I am you had the pluck to speak!"
"One thing I must ask of you--to take no step against Weekes. I've
punished him. I nearly broke his neck when he said it. I knew 'twas
a lie; but, of course, I can't live where 'tis possible to tell such
lies."
"You'll never get beyond the reach of falsehood in this world, Dan.
Lying is woven into the fabric of all human life--part of the regular
pattern. We should be like the beasts that perish if we did not lie.
Civilized existence rests on a bedrock of lying. 'Tis the cement
that keeps every state together; the first necessity of conscious
existence. Only Nature can work without falsehood. The lie is as
old as human language. If men said what they thought, the world's
work would stand still. Try it--yet I wouldn't ask you to do that.
Why should I wish my best friend to have nought but enemies?"
"I won't live where 'tis possible to tell this lie," repeated Brendon.
"If you believed the lie--then I should be the first to ask you to be
gone. Happily you don't. I've not got much heart, Brendon; but the
little I have would break if I thought you did not care for me. If
there is a thing that I've hoped and planned and rejoiced to plan in
this fading life of mine, it is your future."
"My future! That's God's work to plan--not yours."
"I know it is. But in one of these conversations I held with your
wife, which have shocked this low-minded rascal, she said a fine
thing to me, Dan. She said, 'All good things come from my man's God.
You can't have no good without His hand be in it. And men and women
are His messengers to carry the goodness of God up and down in the
world and show it.'"
"That's true enough. Nothing new, surely?"
"It was new to me. If there's a God, Daniel, He is a good God. I'll
grant you so much. And if good comes to any man, 'tis his God that
sends it. I suppose you believe that?"
"Where else can good come from? Man's heart don't imagine it. Man's
heart don't breed it."
"Then you're answered, for into my heart has long since come the wish
to do you good. I desire it, and I am thankful that I can perform
it. I wish you to have power, because you understand how to use
power wisely; and content, because you are the only man I ever met
who understood that content is higher than happiness."
"You've done all you could, and I have thanked you."
"And thanked your God, I warrant?"
"Yes--Him first."
"It's good to thank Him, I suppose?"
"It's right--it's natural--'tis all we can give Him--our thanks and
worship."
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