A month later Brendon started for Bristol. It was a great incident,
and his wife and he felt much excited about it. She had so far seen
but little of Hilary since his return; now, during the three days'
absence of Daniel, it became possible to spend some hours in the
master's company.
By appointment they met in the old peat-works, but the relation
between them was different from of old. Woodrow's fever had departed
with possession; his appetence had quite faded. Now he loved her,
with all his soul rather than with all his heart. The words were his
own, and she questioned them.
"'Tis a higher thing, no doubt, and I'm thankful you feel so," she
said. "'Twill surely grow up so great in you that all else will be
forgot. I wish I could see more of you, and look to your comfort
closer. Tabitha's a kind woman, but hard at the edges."
They sat in the great empty drum at the peat-works. It was dry and
littered with sweet fresh fern, for Sarah Jane sometimes climbed
thither to reflect and think upon the dead, when leisure served. She
brought the child with her to play in the peat, and liked to see him
at his games, because she knew that his grandfather would have loved
the sight. On these occasions he was allowed to play with the famous
knife. Then Sarah Jane hid it safely until their next visit.
Where now they sat, she could see the little figure busy with rusty
tools that a man had used in earnest, though in vain. Upon Gregory
Friend's death the last spark of human life departed from Amicombe
Hill, and now only Nature worked there.
Woodrow reclined beside Sarah Jane, and stroked her hand. From time
to time came the thud of a hoof, where his horse was tethered close
by.
"And yet," she said, "to hear you put your soul afore your heart be a
wonder, Hilary, for 'twas only a little time agone that you'd have
none of the word. I be glad and sorry both to hear you say it. Glad
because it makes you a thought happier."
"Why sorry?" he asked.
"I don't know--down deep in me I be. Can't find a word for it. 'Tis
giving up something in my feeling to put anything afore our bodies
When I think of father, I see his round shoulders and beard and
shining eyes. I'm so small-minded, I can't fancy them I love save in
their dear flesh."
"You beautiful thing! Well may you say it--such a queen of the flesh
as you are! But for me 'tis different. A pain-stricken wretch,
sinking away back to the dust so fast."
"Don't say that. 'Tis only your hands be thinner, because you never
use 'em save for turning the pages of books. I do wish you'd be on
your horse more."
"I know--I know. Man cannot live by books alone. I'll do
everything. But think--what a great, precious thought--to believe
there's a time after! Aren't you glad I've got to believe that?"
"Do you believe it?"
"I do."
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