Now Hilary had ceased to ride, though he let Prout drive him when the
days were fair. Together they went in a little pony-carriage round
about the fir-fledged hills of Haldon; and it was given to Hilary
once more to see the first glory of spring larches, once more to look
into the eyes of the violet and note the little sorrel shake forth
her fleeting loveliness. Great peace of mind had now descended upon
him, and with reduced activities an interest in the lesser things of
nature awakened, and he loved to pluck the flowers, as a child plucks
them, yet with the understanding of a man. The smell of the spring
earth was good to him. He feared not at all to sink therein and
return to Nature the dust that she had lent him. In his heart there
reigned sure consciousness that this was not the end; that a higher,
fuller life opened beyond the earthly portals; that the prelude and
not the play was done when the clod fell and a man's coffin-lid
vanished for ever.
To Prout he imparted these opinions, and John, who doubted not of
eternity, rejoiced to see the strength and peace that henceforth
marked his master's mind.
"How you could bear with me, John! Often, looking back, I marvel at
the patience of you and of Brendon. You had all that I lacked; yet
you listened to my trash and never did you rise and denounce me for a
fool!"
"Not likely. Whatever you was, you wasn't that."
"I did things then, and thought them not wrong that I know now were
wicked."
"Thank God for it that you know, master."
"But is it too late, John?"
"Never too late. Never too late."
"I must leave mercy to my wronged Maker. 'Tis well to be a
free-thinker in a way--just as 'tis well for a country bred man to go
to cities. You don't know what the country really means till you've
been mewed up in the town; and you don't know what faith means till
you've tried to live without it. So I feel. No freedom of thought
will think right into wrong, John Prout."
"God's above all."
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