English fiction -- 20th century; Forgery -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Mystery and detective stories
“I’ve no doubt,” said he stiffly, “that if, when the prison
authorities thought of releasing him, they had been able to find his
wife, and to give him back to her care, it would have been better for
him, much better. But you had disappeared; you had hidden yourself
under a fresh name. And--really I’m sorry to have to say it, as I see
you are truly sorry for the situation you have brought about, I cannot
but think that, if he were to learn the truth about you and about the
life you’ve been leading while he was in prison, it would be the last
straw. He would never hold up his head again.”
Audrey heard these words with the wildest despair. Well though she
knew that Lord Clanfield exaggerated the case, that he looked upon her
as a woman who had deliberately chosen to give up her name and her
enforced widowhood for a life of pleasure and for companions of the
most undesirable type, she knew too that even the truth was bad enough
to shock poor Gerard and to wake all sorts of terrible suspicions in
his breast.
She was sure that, if she could broach the matter at her own time and
in her own way, when the joy of reunion should have soothed his
anguish and softened the remembrance of his trials, the sudden and
unsympathetic recital of the circumstances of her life, even without
exaggeration, would be more than he could bear.
So that these cruel words of the viscount’s could not be resented with
indignation, his assertions could not even be denied.
She could, however, make an effort to put him right about herself,
and, as much for Gerard’s sake as her own, she set about doing so with
the utmost earnestness.
“Lord Clanfield,” she said, in a low, pleading voice, “you do me the
most terrible injustice. I’ve never done anything unworthy of Gerard’s
wife, indeed. I’ve done something that neither he nor you would
perhaps approve, in starting a millinery business under a
high-sounding name, and in allowing myself to be persuaded into
receiving all sorts of people in a house I have rented, in the hope of
attracting customers for what I sell, and clients for the business. I
was advised to do these things, and though it was distasteful, the
advice sounded good from the monetary point of view. That’s the worst
I have done, indeed, indeed it is. Oh, if you don’t believe me, I’m
sure that Gerard would!”
Lord Clanfield was walking up and down his end of the room, much
perturbed and distressed. At last he stopped short and turned to her.
“My dear lady,” he said, and the very words indicated a welcome change
of temper towards her, she thought, “supposing what you say is
true--and I am bound to say I can’t quite believe you--what then? Do
you really think it is nothing to have brought upon yourself, so
lightly as you have done, the suspicions which any reasonable person
would naturally entertain of you? Do you think your conduct is such as
to be a credit to my family--mine?”
“I’ve--I’ve done nothing really wrong,” pleaded Audrey humbly.
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