Mais priez Dieu que tous nous vueille absouldre!”
There was a great pathos in the broad English accent with which he
murmured the old French words, and for the first time in all his life
Sylvester understood them. He raised his head and saw his father's lips
moving dumbly. After a little the voice came again, broken and faint,
and only by a word here and there could he gather the meaning. It was
from Swinburne's “Garden of Proserpine:”
“... Even the weariest river
Winds somewhere safe to sea,”
He repeated the couplet two or three times. He had never been a great
reader of poetry, but of some half-dozen poems he was particularly fond,
and had made them his own, and had woven them into the texture of his
life. Among them were such dissimilar things as Villon's “Ballade,”
Macaulay's “Battle of Ivry,” Tennyson's “Brook,” “The Ancient Mariner,”
and Sylvester had often smiled indulgently at this little anthology, his
father's simple spiritual equipment. Especially had he wondered at his
assimilation of this poem of Swinburne's, so remote in feeling from his
steadfast outlook upon life, and his intolerance of cowardly shrinking
from its responsibilities.
But now he comprehended that his father was a weary, weary man, and that
one of the most beautiful of all utterances to the weary man's heart had
brought him comfort.
“Then star nor sun shall waken,
Nor any change of light;
Nor sound of waters shaken,
Nor any sound or sight;
Nor wintry leaves nor vernal;
Nor days nor things diurnal;
Only the sleep eternal
In an eternal night.”
The murmuring voice ended the poem. Sylvester drew the old man's
withered brown hand to his lips.
“Forgive me for not understanding, father,” he said brokenly. “I am glad
I know. I love you and my mother more than I have ever done. Would to
God I had been a tenderer son to you!”
Matthew's clasp tightened, and a smile hovered over his face. He knew
that the awkward words came from his son's heart.
“We understand each other, Syl. '_Tout comprendre_, et cetera.... I am
happy. I have never been so happy in all my life--'the burden has fallen
from me--fallen into the sea.' I'm sleepy, Syl--stay by me--it comforts
me.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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