Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Along the dead, silent roadway, and through the uneven blackness of the
wood, we lurched and stumbled. He was very heavy and difficult to
direct. When at last we came to the brook we splashed straight through
the water. I urged him to walk steadily and quietly across the yard. He
did his best, and we made a fairly still entry into the farm. He
dropped with all his weight on the sofa, and leaning down, began to
unfasten his leggings. In the midst of his fumblings he fell asleep,
and I was afraid he would pitch forward on to his head. I took off his
leggings and his wet boots and his collar. Then, as I was pushing and
shaking him awake to get off his coat, I heard a creaking on the
stairs, and my heart sank, for I thought it was his mother. But it was
Emily, in her long white nightgown. She looked at us with great dark
eyes of terror, and whispered: “What’s the matter?”
I shook my head and looked at him. His head had dropped down on his
chest again.
“Is he hurt?” she asked, her voice becoming audible, and dangerous. He
lifted his head, and looked at her with heavy, angry eyes.
“George!” she said sharply, in bewilderment and fear. His eyes seemed
to contract evilly.
“Is he drunk?” she whispered, shrinking away, and looking at me. “Have
you made him drunk—you?”
I nodded. I too was angry.
“Oh, if mother gets up! I must get him to bed! Oh, how could you!”
This sibilant whispering irritated him, and me. I tugged at his coat.
He snarled incoherently, and swore. She caught her breath. He looked at
her sharply, and I was afraid he would wake himself into a rage.
“Go upstairs!” I whispered to her. She shook her head. I could see him
taking heavy breaths, and the veins of his neck were swelling. I was
furious at her disobedience.
“Go at once,” I said fiercely, and she went, still hesitating and
looking back.
I had hauled off his coat and waistcoat, so I let him sink again into
stupidity while I took off my boots. Then I got him to his feet, and,
walking behind him, impelled him slowly upstairs. I lit a candle in his
bedroom. There was no sound from the other rooms. So I undressed him,
and got him in bed at last, somehow. I covered him up and put over him
the calf-skin rug, because the night was cold. Almost immediately he
began to breathe heavily. I dragged him over to his side, and pillowed
his head comfortably. He looked like a tired boy, asleep.
I stood still, now I felt myself alone, and looked round. Up to the low
roof rose the carven pillars of dark mahogany; there was a chair by the
bed, and a little yellow chest of drawers by the windows, that was all
the furniture, save the calf-skin rug on the floor. In the drawers I
noticed a book. It was a copy of Omar Khayyam, that Lettie had given
him in her Khayyam days, a little shilling book with coloured
illustrations.
I blew out the candle, when I had looked at him again. As I crept on to
the landing, Emily peeped from her room, whispering, “Is he in bed?”
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