Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
Directly George came in from the scullery, drying himself. He stood on
the hearthrug as he rubbed himself, and surveyed his reflection in the
mirror above the high mantelpiece; he looked at himself and smiled. I
wondered that he found such satisfaction in his image, seeing that
there was a gap in his chin, and an uncertain moth-eaten appearance in
one cheek. Mrs. Saxton still held this mirror an object of dignity; it
was fairly large, and had a well-carven frame; but it left gaps and
spots and scratches in one’s countenance, and even where it was
brightest, it gave one’s reflection a far-away dim aspect.
Notwithstanding, George smiled at himself as he combed his hair, and
twisted his moustache.
“You seem to make a good impression on yourself,” said I.
“I was thinking I looked all right—sort of face to go courting with,”
he replied, laughing: “You just arrange a patch of black to come and
hide your faults—and you’re all right.”
“I always used to think,” said Emily, “that the black spots had
swallowed so many faces they were full up, and couldn’t take any
more—and the rest was misty because there were so many faces lapped one
over the other—reflected.”
“You do see yourself a bit ghostish——” said he, “on a background of
your ancestors. I always think when you stop in an old place like this
you sort of keep company with your ancestors too much; I sometimes feel
like a bit of the old building walking about; the old feelings of the
old folks stick to you like the lichens on the walls; you sort of get
hoary.”
“That’s it—it’s true,” asserted the father, “people whose families have
shifted about much don’t know how it feels. That’s why I’m going to
Canada.”
“And I’m going in a Pub,” said George, “where it’s quite
different—plenty of life.”
“Life!” echoed Emily with contempt.
“That’s the word, my wench,” replied her brother, lapsing into the
dialect. “That’s what I’m after. We known such a lot, an’ we known
nöwt.”
“You do——” said the father, turning to me, “you stay in one place,
generation after generation, and you seem to get proud, an’ look on
things outside as foolishness. There’s many a thing as any common man
knows, as we haven’t a glimpse of. We keep on thinking and feeling the
same, year after year, till we’ve only got one side; an’ I suppose
they’ve done it before us.”
“It’s ‘Good-night an’ God bless you,’ to th’ owd place, granfeythers
an’ grammothers,” laughed George as he ran upstairs—“an’ off we go on
the gallivant,” he shouted from the landing.
His father shook his head, saying:
“I can’t make out how it is, he’s so different. I suppose it’s being in
love——”
We went into the barn to get the bicycles to cycle over to Greymede.
George struck a match to look for his pump, and he noticed a great
spider scuttle off into the corner of the wall, and sit peeping out at
him like a hoary little ghoul.
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