Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
During tea, which we took on the green verandah of the degraded hall,
she was constantly breaking forth into some chorus, and he would light
up as she looked at him and sing with her, _sotto voce_. He was not
embarrassed at Colwick. There he had on his best careless, superior
air. He moved about with a certain scornfulness, and ordered lobster
for tea off-handedly. This also was a new walk of life. Here he was not
hesitating or tremulously strung; he was patronising. Both Meg and he
thoroughly enjoyed themselves.
When we got back into Nottingham she entreated him not to go to the
hotel as he had proposed, and he readily yielded. Instead they went to
the Castle. We stood on the high rock in the cool of the day, and
watched the sun sloping over the great river-flats where the menial
town spread out, and ended, while the river and the meadows continued
into the distance. In the picture galleries, there was a fine
collection of Arthur Melville’s paintings. Meg thought them very
ridiculous. I began to expound them, but she was manifestly bored, and
he was half-hearted. Outside in the grounds was a military band
playing. Meg longed to be there. The townspeople were dancing on the
grass. She longed to join them, but she could not dance. So they sat
awhile looking on.
We were to go to the theatre in the evening. The Carl Rosa Company was
giving “Carmen” at the Royal. We went into the dress circle “like giddy
dukes,” as I said to him, so that I could see his eyes dilate with
adventure again as he laughed. In the theatre, among the people in
evening dress, he became once more childish and timorous. He had always
the air of one who does something forbidden, and is charmed, yet
fearful, like a trespassing child. He had begun to trespass that day
outside his own estates of Nethermere.
“Carmen” fascinated them both. The gaudy, careless Southern life amazed
them. The bold free way in which Carmen played with life startled them
with hints of freedom. They stared on the stage fascinated. Between the
acts they held each other’s hands, and looked full into each other’s
wide bright eyes, and, laughing with excitement, talked about the
opera. The theatre surged and roared dimly like a hoarse shell. Then
the music rose like a storm, and swept and rattled at their feet. On
the stage the strange storm of life clashed in music towards tragedy
and futile death. The two were shaken with a tumult of wild feeling.
When it was all over they rose bewildered, stunned, she with tears in
her eyes, he with a strange wild beating of his heart.
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