Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“You’ll not see us again in the old place. We shall be gone in a
fortnight. The things are most of them gone already. George has got Bob
and Flower. I have sold three of the cows, Stafford, and Julia and
Hannah. The place looks very empty. I don’t like going past the
cowsheds, and we miss hearing the horses stamp at night. But I shall
not be sorry when we have really gone. I begin to feel as if we’d
stagnated here. I begin to feel as if I was settling and getting narrow
and dull. It will be a new lease of life to get away.
“But I’m wondering how we shall be over there. Mrs. Saxton feels very
nervous about going. But at the worst we can but come back. I feel as
if I must go somewhere, it’s stagnation and starvation for us here. I
wish George would come with me. I never thought he would have taken to
public-house keeping, but he seems to like it all right. He was down
with Meg on Sunday. Mrs. Saxton says he’s getting a public-house tone.
He is certainly much livelier, more full of talk than he was. Meg and
he seem very comfortable, I’m glad to say. He’s got a good milk-round,
and I’ve no doubt but what he’ll do well. He is very cautious at the
bottom; he’ll never lose much if he never makes much.
“Sam and David are very great friends. I’m glad I’ve got the boy. We
often talk of you. It would be very lonely if it wasn’t for the
excitement of selling things and so on. Mrs. Saxton hopes you will
stick by George. She worries a bit about him, thinking he may go wrong.
I don’t think he will ever go far. But I should be glad to know you
were keeping friends. Mrs. Saxton says she will write to you about
it——.”
George was a very poor correspondent. I soon ceased to expect a letter
from him. I received one directly after the father’s.
“My Dear Cyril,
“Forgive me for not having written you before, but you see, I cannot
sit down and write to you any time. If I cannot do it just when I am in
the mood, I cannot do it at all. And it so often happens that the mood
comes upon me when I am in the fields at work, when it is impossible to
write. Last night I sat by myself in the kitchen on purpose to write to
you, and then I could not. All day, at Greymede, when I was drilling in
the fallow at the back of the church, I had been thinking of you, and I
could have written there if I had had materials, but I had not, and at
night I could not.
“I am sorry to say that in my last letter I did not thank you for the
books. I have not read them both, but I have nearly finished Evelyn
Innes. I get a bit tired of it towards the end. I do not do much
reading now. There seems to be hardly any chance for me, either
somebody is crying for me in the smoke room, or there is some business,
or else Meg won’t let me. She doesn’t like me to read at night, she
says I ought to talk to her, so I have to.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account