Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“Here, look at bun-bun! Have your nice rabbit! Hark at it squeaking!”
The baby listened for a moment, then, deciding that this was only a
put-off, began to cry again. George threw down the rabbit and took the
baby, swearing inwardly. He dandled the child on his knee.
“What’s up then?—What’s up wi’ thee? Have a ride
then—dee-de-dee-de-dee!”
But the baby knew quite well what was the father’s feeling towards him,
and he continued to cry.
“Hurry up, Teenie!” said George as the maid rattled the coal on the
fire. Emily was walking about hushing her charge, and smiling at me, so
that I had a peculiar pleasure in gathering for myself the honey of
endearment which she shed on the lips of the baby. George handed over
his child to the maid, and said to me with patient sarcasm:
“Will you come in the garden?”
I rose and followed him across the sunny flagged yard, along the path
between the bushes. He lit his pipe and sauntered along as a man on his
own estate does, feeling as if he were untrammeled by laws or
conventions.
“You know,” he said, “she’s a dam rotten manager.”
I laughed, and remarked how full of plums the trees were.
“Yes!” he replied heedlessly—“you know she ought to have sent the girl
out with the kids this afternoon, and have got dressed directly. But
no, she must sit gossiping with Emily all the time they were asleep,
and then as soon as they wake up she begins to make cake——”
“I suppose she felt she’d enjoy a pleasant chat, all quiet,” I
answered.
“But she knew quite well you were coming, and what it would be. But a
woman’s no dam foresight.”
“Nay, what does it matter!” said I.
“Sunday’s the only day we can have a bit of peace, so she might keep
’em quiet then.”
“I suppose it was the only time, too, that she could have a quiet
gossip,” I replied.
“But you don’t know,” he said, “there seems to be never a minute of
freedom. Teenie sleeps in now, and lives with us in the kitchen—Oswald
as well—so I never know what it is to have a moment private. There
doesn’t seem a single spot anywhere where I can sit quiet. It’s the
kids all day, and the kids all night, and the servants, and then all
the men in the house—I sometimes feel as if I should like to get away.
I shall leave the pub as soon as I can—only Meg doesn’t want to.”
“But if you leave the public-house—what then?”
“I should like to get back on a farm. This is no sort of a place,
really, for farming. I’ve always got some business on hand, there’s a
traveller to see, or I’ve got to go to the brewers, or I’ve somebody to
look at a horse, or something. Your life’s all messed up. If I had a
place of my own, and farmed it in peace——”
“You’d be as miserable as you could be,” I said.
“Perhaps so,” he assented, in his old reflective manner. “Perhaps so!
Anyhow, I needn’t bother, for I feel as if I never shall go back—to the
land.”
“Which means at the bottom of your heart you don’t intend to,” I said
laughing.
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