Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“We happened to be motoring from Derby on Sunday morning, and as we
came to the top of the hill, we had to thread our way through quite a
large crowd. I looked up, and whom should I see but our friend George,
holding forth about the state endowment of mothers. I made Leslie stop
while we listened. The market-place was quite full of people. George
saw us, and became fiery. Leslie then grew excited, and although I
clung to the skirts of his coat with all my strength, he jumped up and
began to question. I must say it with shame and humility—he made an ass
of himself. The men all round were jeering and muttering under their
breath. I think Leslie is not very popular among them, he is such an
advocate of machinery which will do the work of men. So they cheered
our friend George when he thundered forth his replies and his
demonstrations. He pointed his finger at us, and flung his hand at us,
and shouted till I quailed in my seat. I cannot understand why he
should become so frenzied as soon as I am within range. George had a
triumph that morning, but when I saw him a few days later he seemed
very uneasy, rather self-mistrustful——”
Almost a year later I heard from her again on the same subject.
“I have had such a lark. Two or three times I have been to the
‘Hollies’; to socialist meetings. Leslie does not know. They are great
fun. Of course, I am in sympathy with the socialists, but I cannot
narrow my eyes till I see one thing only. Life is like a large, rather
beautiful man who is young and full of vigour, but hairy, barbaric,
with hands hard and dirty, the dirt ingrained. I know his hands are
very ugly, I know his mouth is not firmly shapen, I know his limbs are
hairy and brutal: but his eyes are deep and very beautiful. That is
what I tell George.
The people are so earnest, they make me sad. But then, they are so
didactic, they hold forth so much, they are so cock-sure and so
narrow-eyed, they make me laugh. George laughs too. I am sure we made
such fun of a straight-haired goggle of a girl who had suffered in
prison for the cause of women, that I am ashamed when I see my “Woman’s
League” badge. At the bottom, you know, Cyril, I don’t care for
anything very much, except myself. Things seem so frivolous. I am the
only real thing, I and the children——”
Gradually George fell out of the socialist movement. It wearied him. It
did not feed him altogether. He began by mocking his friends of the
confraternity. Then he spoke in bitter dislike of Hudson, the wordy,
humorous, shallow leader of the movement in Eberwich; it was Hudson
with his wriggling and his clap-trap who disgusted George with the
cause. Finally the meetings at the ‘Hollies’ ceased, and my friend
dropped all connection with his former associates.
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