Bildungsromans; Midlands (England) -- Fiction; Young men -- Fiction
As they danced together, Lettie and Emily, they showed in striking
contrast. My sister’s ease and beautiful poetic movement was exquisite;
the other could not control her movements, but repeated the same error
again and again. She gripped Lettie’s hand fiercely, and glanced up
with eyes full of humiliation and terror of her continued failure, and
passionate, trembling, hopeless desire to succeed. To show her, to
explain, made matters worse. As soon as she trembled on the brink of an
action, the terror of not being able to perform it properly blinded
her, and she was conscious of nothing but that she must do something—in
a turmoil. At last Lettie ceased to talk, and merely swung her through
the dances haphazard. This way succeeded better. So long as Emily need
not think about her actions, she had a large, free grace; and the swing
and rhythm and time were imparted through her senses rather than
through her intelligence.
It was time for supper. The mother came down for a while, and we talked
quietly, at random. Lettie did not utter a word about her engagement,
not a suggestion. She made it seem as if things were just as before,
although I am sure she had discovered that I had told George. She
intended that we should play as if ignorant of her bond.
After supper, when we were ready to go home, Lettie said to him:
“By the way—you must send us some mistletoe for the party—with plenty
of berries, you know. Are there many berries on your mistletoe this
year?”
“I do not know—I have never looked. We will go and see—if you like,”
George answered. “But will you come out into the cold?” He pulled on
his boots, and his coat, and twisted a scarf round his neck. The young
moon had gone. It was very dark—the liquid stars wavered. The great
night filled us with awe. Lettie caught hold of my arm, and held it
tightly. He passed on in front to open the gates. We went down into the
front garden, over the turf bridge where the sluice rushed coldly
under, on to the broad slope of the bank. We could just distinguish the
gnarled old appletrees leaning about us. We bent our heads to avoid the
boughs, and followed George. He hesitated a moment, saying:
“Let me see—I think they are there—the two trees with mistletoe on.”
We again followed silently.
“Yes,” he said, “Here they are!”
We went close and peered into the old trees. We could just see the dark
bush of the mistletoe between the boughs of the tree. Lettie began to
laugh.
“Have we come to count the berries?” she said. “I can’t even see the
mistletoe.”
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