The White Prophet, Volume 1 (of 2)Caine, Hall, Sir
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The White Prophet, Volume 1 (of 2)
Caine, Hall, Sir
British -- Egypt -- Fiction; Egypt -- Fiction
There the moon was on their faces, and from time to time there was a
silvery rain of southern stars. They sat for a while in silence, she
with a sense of shame, he with a momentary thrill of passion that came
up from the place where he was no longer a prophet but a man.
She felt that he was trying to look into her face with his lustrous
black eyes, and she wished to turn away from him. This brought the hot
colour of blood into her cheeks, and only made her the more beautiful.
A sense of physical fear began to take possession of her, and a storm of
thoughts and memories came in rapid succession. She could not express
even to her own mind the intricacies of her emotions. This man was an
Oriental, and she believed him to be capable of treachery and guilty of
violence. Yet she was his wife, according to his own view, and what at
this moment, when they were alone, was the worth of the pledge whereby
she (for her own purposes) had consented to be his wife in name only,
his betrothed!
Her nervousness increased every moment. When he touched her arm she
recoiled slightly and felt her skin creep. He seemed to be conscious of
this, for he sat by her side a little longer without speaking.
The silence of night was on the desert and along the moon-track across
the river, as far as to the ruined dome of the Mahdi’s tomb, which
seemed so threatening and so near.
At length in a soft voice he said, "Come," and held out his hand to help
her to rise.
She rose, trembling all over with fright and a sort of physical
humiliation—she who had always been so proud, so strong, so brave.
He led her to the women’s side of the house, without speaking a word
until they got there, and then, almost in a whisper, he said—
"You sleep here with little Ayesha. May your night be happy and your
morning good!"
She looked up at him as he recommended her to God, and was amazed at the
calm, luminous face that now met her own. At the next moment he was
gone.
It was an immense relief to find herself in her bedroom, where a little
open lamp was burning, and there was no sound but the soft and measured
breathing of the child, who was asleep in bed.
At the first moment the sleeping child was like a great protector, but
when she became calmer, and began to think of this, she felt the more
ashamed.
"What impossible, terrible thing has happened?" she thought, and then
she asked herself again, "Am I really myself or some one else?"
"Oh, what have I done?" she thought, and a sense of sin took possession
of her, which was almost like that which a good woman feels when she has
committed adultery.
"It is terrible, but it is inevitable," she thought, and then she fought
against the sentiment of shame which oppressed her, by telling herself
that Ishmael was a crafty hypocrite, whose soft words were a sham, whose
religion was a lie, whose wicked deeds deserved punishment at any price
whatever.
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