The Major did not hear the piteous, broken-hearted sob which followed
his words, for the door was closed, but went down and ate his supper
alone: nor did he know of the sleepless night his child passed as she
went over the events of the evening again and again till her head grew
confused, her brain wild, and as she sank upon her knees with uplifted
hands it was in a rebellious spirit, to ask what had she done that the
love time of her young life should be turned to one of misery and
despair.
Dinah's pale drawn face and the dark rings about her eyes when she
appeared at breakfast the next morning raised a feeling akin to
resentment in the Major's heart; but he said nothing, only kissed her
tenderly, and making an effort to rouse her from her state of
despondency, chatted pleasantly about his fishing adventures on the
previous evening, and the cunning displayed by trout at that time of the
year.
"I declare, my dear, that I was ready to give up over and over again.
Their eyes are as sharp as a needle, and it was not until it was almost
dark that I could get them to look at a fly, and then it was only at the
very smallest gnat I could put on. Come," he cried, as he tapped the
plate upon which he had placed one of the broiled trout, "don't let my
poor fish spoil. They're good for nervous headache, puss, and Master
Clive has missed a treat."
It was hard work to preserve her composure and gratify the old man by
eating a little, but Dinah tried, and succeeded, saying to herself the
while--"He will come soon and ask me to forgive him for all his cruel
thoughts and words, and I ought to hold back and refuse, but I cannot.
For, poor love, what he must have suffered. I should have been as mad
and cruel had I seen him holding another to his heart. I could not bear
it--I should die."
She brightened up a little then, as the Major chatted on, but she did
not hear a word, for she was fighting a feeling of resentment against
her betrothed and beating it down, her eyes losing their dull, filmy
look as she thought of that meeting to come when he would be asking her
to forgive him, and she told him that she had never had a thought of
love that was not his, never could have one that was not loyal and true
to the man who had first increased the beating of her pulses.
Then, all at once, she gave a violent start, and dropped the cup she
held into its saucer.
"Why, what is the matter now, darling?" cried the Major, as he saw her
eyes half close and her pale face flush to the very temples.
She made a quick gesture toward the open window.
"Well, what does that mean?" cried the Major. "You are as nervous as an
old woman. There is nothing there. By George, there is. What ears you
have! How has he managed it? Here, quick! Ring and tell Martha to
bring a cup and saucer, and to broil another trout. He'll be as hungry
as a hunter after his morning's walk."
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