France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Napoleon I, Emperor of the French, 1769-1821 -- Fiction
"All were equally guilty, but our adversaries were generous. They
divided us into three classes: the first were to be shot; the second
were to be hanged; the third escaped with their lives after having
received fifty lashes.
"They had divided us according to our strength. Those who were the most
severely wounded were to be shot; those who were slightly wounded were
to be hanged; those who were well and sound were to receive fifty
lashes. Thus they would preserve the memory all their lives of the
chastisement deserved by every ungrateful wretch who refuses to throw
himself into the open arms of Prussia.
"My dying father was shot. My brother, who had a broken thigh, was
hanged. I, who had only a scratch on my shoulder, received fifty lashes.
"At the fortieth I fainted; but the officers were conscientious men,
and, although I did not feel the blows, they completed the number, and
then left me lying upon the place of punishment without paying any
further attention to me. My sentence read that when I had received the
fifty lashes I was free. The punishment had taken place in one of the
courts of the citadel. When I recovered consciousness it was night; I
saw around me a number of inanimate bodies that resembled corpses, but
who were men who, like myself, had probably fainted. I found my
clothing, but, with the exception of my shirt, I was not able to put
them on my bleeding shoulders. I threw them over my arm and endeavored
to locate myself. A light was burning a short distance from me; I
thought it belonged to the guard at the gate and I made my way to it.
The sentinel was at his wicket.
"'Your name?' he asked.
"I told him my name."
He consulted his list.
"'Here,' he said, 'is your passport.'
"I looked at it. It read, 'Good for the frontier.'
"'Then I cannot enter Dantzic?' I asked.
"'Not under pain of death.'
"I thought of my mother, bereaved of her husband and her sons; I uttered
a sigh, committed her to God, and took up my march. I had no money, but
fortunately in a secret fold of my pocketbook I had managed to save the
note which Kosciusko had given me, and which I have shown you.
"I took my way through Custrin, Frankfort and Leipsic. As sailors are
guided by the polar star so I looked to France, that beacon of liberty,
and hastened toward it. Six weeks of hunger, fatigue, miseries, and
humiliations were forgotten when I set foot in the holy land of liberty
yesterday, all save the hope of vengeance. I threw myself upon my knees
and blessed God that I was as strong as the crime of which I had been
made the victim. In all your soldiers I saw brothers, not marching to
the conquest of the world, but to the deliverance of the oppressed. A
flag passed; I sprang toward it, asking permission of the officer to
embrace this sacred emblem, the symbol of universal brotherhood. The
officer hesitated.
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