Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"I think I am changed," she said to herself, at last. "I
didn't use to like to read the Bible, and now I do very much;
I never liked praying in old times, and now, oh! what should
I do without it! I didn't love Jesus at all, but I am sure I
do now. I don't keep his commandments, but I do _try_ to keep
them; I _must_ be changed a little. Oh! I wish Mamma had known
it before!"
Weeping with mixed sorrow and thankful joy, Ellen bent her
head upon her little Bible to pray that she might be _more_
changed; and then, as she often did, raised the cover to look
at the texts in the beloved handwriting.
"I love them that love me, and they that seek me early shall
find me."
Ellen's tears were blinding her. "That has come true," she
thought.
"I will be a God to thee, and to thy seed after thee."
"That has come true, too!" she said, almost in surprise "and
Mamma believed it would." And then, as by a flash, came back
to her mind the time it was written; she remembered how, when
it was done, her mother's head had sunk upon the open page
she seemed to see again the thin fingers tightly clasped she
had not understood it then she did now. "She was praying for
me," thought Ellen "she was praying for me; she believed
that would come true."
The book was dashed down, and Ellen fell upon her knees, in a
perfect agony of weeping.
Even this, when she was calm again, served to steady her mind.
There seemed to be a link of communion between her mother and
her that was wanting before. The promise, written and believed
in by the one, realized and rejoiced in by the other, was a
dear something in common, though one had in the meanwhile
removed to heaven, and the other was still a lingerer on the
earth. Ellen bound the words upon her heart.
Another time, when they came to the last scene of Christian's
journey, Ellen's tears ran very fast. John asked if he should
pass it over, if it distressed her? She said, "Oh, no, it did
not distress her;" she wanted him to go on, and he went on,
though himself much distressed, and Alice was near as bad as
Ellen. But the next evening, to his surprise, Ellen begged
that before he went on to the second part, he would read that
piece over again. And when he lent her the book, with only the
charge that she should not go further than he had been, she
pored over that scene with untiring pleasure, till she almost
had it by heart. In short, never was a child more comforted
and contented with a book than Ellen was with the _Pilgrim's
Progress_. That was a blessed visit of John's. Alice said he
had come like a sunbeam into the house; she dreaded to think
what would be when he went away.
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