Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"You hadn't ought to ha' let her go, ma, in all this sun," said Miss
Lowndes.
"I declare," said Mrs. Lowndes, "she scared me so I hadn't three idees
left in my head. I wish I knew where she was, though, poor little soul!"
Ellen was far on her way to the mountain, pressed forward by a fear that
knew no stay of heat or fatigue; they were little to her that day. She
saw nothing on her way; all within and without was swallowed up in that
one feeling; yet she dared not think what it was she feared. She put
that by. Alice knew, Alice would tell her! On that goal her heart fixed,
to that she pressed on; but oh, the while, what a cloud was gathering
over her spirit, and growing darker and darker. Her hurry of mind and
hurry of body made each other worse; it must be so; and when she at last
ran round the corner of the house and burst in at the glass door she was
in a frightful state.
Alice started up and faced her as she came in, but with a look that
stopped Ellen short. She stood still; the colour in her cheeks, as her
eyes read Alice's, faded quite away; words and the power to speak them
were gone together. Alas! the need to utter them was gone too. Alice
burst into tears and held out her arms, saying only, "My poor child!"
Ellen reached her arms, and strength and spirit seemed to fail there.
Alice thought she had fainted; she laid her on the sofa, called Margery,
and tried the usual things, weeping bitterly herself as she did so. It
was not fainting, however; Ellen's senses soon came back, but she seemed
like a person stunned with a great blow, and Alice wished grief had had
any other effect upon her. It lasted for days. A kind of stupor hung
over her; tears did not come; the violent strain of every nerve and
feeling seemed to have left her benumbed. She would sleep long heavy
sleeps the greater part of the time, and seemed to have no power to do
anything else.
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