The Widow Barnaby. Vol. 1 (of 3)Trollope, Frances Milton
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The Widow Barnaby. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Trollope, Frances Milton
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction
And now again did young Agnes doubt her power of answering with
propriety. The principle of truth was strong within her, and to have
expressed either sympathy or gratitude would have been an outrage to
this principle, which would have made her hate herself ... she could
not, she would not do it; and in reply to her aunt's harangue, who
seemed to wait for her answer, she only said,
"The dress of a widow is indeed very sad to look upon; no one can doubt
that, aunt Barnaby."
"Good Heaven!... then _you_ also suffer from the sight of it, my poor
child!... Poor dear Agnes! I ought to have thought of this before; ...
but I will wound your young heart no longer. This week shall end a
suffering so heavy, and so unnecessary for us both, and I trust you will
never forget what you owe me. And yet, my dear, though I hope and
believe I shall be sustained, and find myself capable of making this
effort respecting my own dress, there is a tender weakness still
struggling at my heart, Agnes, which would make it very painful to me
were I immediately to see you change yours. Do you feel any repugnance,
my dear girl, to wearing that deep mourning for your poor uncle for some
months longer?"
Agnes now felt no difficulty whatever in answering as she was expected
to do, and very eagerly replied, "Oh! dear no, aunt ... none in the
least."
"I rejoice," said the widow, solemnly, "to perceive in you, young as you
are, Agnes, feelings so perfectly what they ought to be; ... you would
spare me suffering from sadness too profound, yet would you, my child,
in all things not injurious to me, desire to testify your deep respect
for the invaluable being we have lost. This is exactly what I would wish
to see, and I trust you will ever retain a disposition so calculated to
make me love you. But look not so sad, my love!... I really must invent
some occupation to cheer and amuse you, Agnes.... Let me see ... what
say you, dearest, to running some edging for me on a tulle border for
my _tour de bonnet_?"
* * * * *
The widow faithfully kept her kind promise to Agnes, and never again
(excepting for a short interval that will be mentioned hereafter) did
she run the risk of grieving any heart by the sight of deep mourning for
her lost Barnaby, for though she restrained herself for some time longer
within the sober dignity of black satins and silks as the material of
her robes, there was no colour of the rainbow that did not by degrees
find its way amidst her trimmings and decorations. During this period
all the hours not devoted to the displaying her recovered finery in
church or street, were employed in converting cheap muslin into rich
embroidery, and labouring to make squares of Scotch cambric assume the
appearance of genuine _batiste_, rich with the delicate labours of
Moravian needles.
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