The Widow Barnaby. Vol. 3 (of 3)Trollope, Frances Milton
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The Widow Barnaby. Vol. 3 (of 3)
Trollope, Frances Milton
England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction; Widows -- Fiction
"Permit a stranger, closely connected by the ties of blood to
Agnes Willoughby, to return her grateful thanks for kindness
extended to her at a moment when she greatly needed it. That
she should so have needed it, will ever be a cause of
self-reproach to me; nor will it avail me much either in my own
opinion, or in that of others, that the same qualities in our
common kinswoman, Mrs. Barnaby, which produced the distress of
Agnes, produced in me the aversion which kept me too distant to
perceive their effects on her respectability and happiness.
"I am, Madam,
"Your grateful and obedient servant,
"ELIZABETH COMPTON."
Agnes wrote:--
"MY KIND AND GENEROUS FRIENDS!
"Lady Elizabeth!... Lady Stephenson! I write to you, as I never
dared hope to do, from under the eye and the protection of my
dear aunt Compton. It is to her I owe all the education I ever
received, and, I might add, all the happiness too, ... for I
have never known any happy home but that which her liberal
kindness procured for me during five years spent in the family
of my beloved instructress Mrs. Wilmot. For the seven months
that have elapsed since I quitted Mrs. Wilmot, my situation, as
you, my kind friends, know but too well, has been one of very
doubtful respectability, but very certain misery. My aunt
Compton blames herself for this, but you, if I should ever be
so happy as to make you know my aunt Compton, will blame me.
Her former kindness ought to have given me courage to address
her before, even though circumstances had placed me so entirely
in the hands of Mrs. Barnaby as to make the separation between
us fearfully wide. But, thank God! all this unhappiness is now
over. I _did_ apply to her at last, and the result has been the
converting me from a very hopeless, friendless, and miserable
girl (as I was when you first saw me) into one of the very
happiest persons in the whole world. I have passed through some
scenes, from the remembrance of which I shall always shrink
with pain; but there have been others ... there have been
points in my little history, which have left an impression a
thousand times deeper, and dearer too, than could ever have
been produced on any heart unsoftened by calamity. And must it
not ever be accounted among my best sources of happiness, that
the regard which can never cease to be the most precious, as
well as the proudest boast of my life, was expressed under
circumstances which to most persons would have appeared so
strongly against me?
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