The Wife of Sir Isaac HarmanWells, H. G. (Herbert George)
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The Wife of Sir Isaac Harman
Wells, H. G. (Herbert George)
England -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction; Women's rights -- Fiction
Georgina Sawbridge had contrived to mingle herself in an entirely
characteristic way in these troubles by listening for a brief period to
an abstract of her sister’s perplexities, then demanding to be made
Director-General of the whole affair, refusing to believe this simple
step impossible and retiring in great dudgeon to begin a series of
letters of even more than sisterly bitterness. And Mr. Brumley when
consulted had become dangerously sentimental. Under these circumstances
Lady Harman’s visit to Saint Paul’s had much of the quality of a
flight.
It was with an unwonted sense of refuge that she came from the sombre
stress and roar of London without into the large hushed spaces of the
cathedral. The door closed behind her—and all things changed. Here was
meaning, coherence, unity. Here instead of a pelting confusion of
movements and motives was a quiet concentration upon the little focus
of light about the choir, the gentle complete dominance of a voice
intoning. She slipped along the aisle and into the nave and made her
way to a seat. How good this was! Outside she had felt large, awkwardly
responsible, accessible to missiles, a distressed conspicuous thing;
within this living peace she suddenly became no more than one of a
tranquil hushed community of small black-clad Lenten people; she found
a chair and knelt and felt she vanished even from her own
consciousness....
How beautiful was this place! She looked up presently at the great
shadowy arcs far above her, so easy, so gracious that it seemed they
had not so much been built by men as shaped by circling flights of
angels. The service, a little clustering advance of voices unsustained
by any organ, mingled in her mind with the many-pointed glow of
candles. And then into this great dome of worship and beauty, like a
bed of voices breaking into flower, like a springtime breeze of sound,
came Allegri’s Miserere....
Her spirit clung to this mood of refuge. It seemed as though the
disorderly, pugnacious, misunderstanding universe had opened and shown
her luminous mysteries. She had a sense of penetration. All that
conflict, that jar of purposes and motives, was merely superficial; she
had left it behind her. For a time she had no sense of effort in
keeping hold of this, only of attainment, she drifted happily upon the
sweet sustaining sounds, and then—then the music ceased. She came back
into herself. Close to her a seated man stirred and sighed. She tried
to get back her hold upon that revelation but it had gone. Inexorably,
opaque, impenetrable doors closed softly on her moment of vision....
All about her was the stir of departure.
She walked out slowly into the cold March daylight, to the leaden
greys, the hurrying black shapes, the chaotic afternoon traffic of
London. She paused on the steps, still but half reawakened. A passing
omnibus obtruded the familiar inscription, “International Stores for
Staminal Bread.”
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