The Wife of Sir Isaac HarmanWells, H. G. (Herbert George)
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The Wife of Sir Isaac Harman
Wells, H. G. (Herbert George)
England -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction; Women's rights -- Fiction
There came a hush over everything as the day crept towards noon, and
the widowed woman sat in her own room with an inactive mind, watching
thin bars of sunlight burn their slow way across the floor. He was
dead. It was going on now more steadfastly than ever. He was keeping
dead. He was dead at last for good and her married life was over, that
life that had always seemed the only possible life, and this stunning
incident, this thing that was like the blinding of eyes or the bursting
of eardrums, was to be the beginning of strange new experiences.
She was afraid at first at their possible strangeness. And then, you
know, in spite of a weak protesting compunction she began to feel
glad....
She would not admit to herself that she was glad, that she was anything
but a woman stunned, she maintained her still despondent attitude as
long as she could, but gladness broke upon her soul as the day breaks,
and a sense of release swam up to the horizons of her mind and rose
upon her, flooding every ripple of her being, as the sun rises over
water in a clear sky. Presently she could sit there no longer, she had
to stand up. She walked to the closed Venetians to look out upon the
world and checked herself upon the very verge of flinging them open. He
was dead and it was all over for ever. Of course!—it was all over! Her
marriage was finished and done. Miss Satchell came to summon her to
lunch. Throughout that meal Lady Harman maintained a sombre bearing,
and listened with attention to the young doctor’s comments on the
manner of Sir Isaac’s going. And then,—it was impossible to go back to
her room.
“My head aches,” she said, “I must go down and sit by the sea,” and her
maid, a little shocked, brought her not only her sunshade, but needless
wraps—as though a new-made widow must necessarily be very sensitive to
the air. She would not let her maid come with her, she went down to the
beach alone. She sat on some rocks near the very edge of the
transparent water and fought her gladness for a time and presently
yielded to it. He was dead. One thought filled her mind, for a while so
filled her mind, that no other thought it seemed could follow it, it
had an effect of being final; it so filled her mind that it filled the
whole world; the broad sapphire distances of the sea, the lapping waves
amidst the rocks at her feet, the blazing sun, the dark headland of
Porto Fino and a small sailing boat that hung beyond came all within it
like things enclosed within a golden globe. She forgot all the days of
nursing and discomfort and pity behind her, all the duties and
ceremonies before her, forgot all the details and circumstances of life
in this one luminous realization. She was free at last. She was a free
woman.
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