The Wife of Sir Isaac HarmanWells, H. G. (Herbert George)
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The Wife of Sir Isaac Harman
Wells, H. G. (Herbert George)
England -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction; Women's rights -- Fiction
When at last Mr. Brumley was face to face with Lady Harman again, a
vast mephitic disorderly creation of anticipations, intentions,
resolves, suspicions, provisional hypotheses, urgencies, vindications,
and wild and whirling stuff generally vanished out of his mind. There
beside the raised seat in the midst of the little rock garden where
they had talked together five years before, she stood waiting for him,
this tall simple woman he had always adored since their first
encounter, a little strange and shy now in her dead black uniform of
widowhood, but with her honest eyes greeting him, her friendly hands
held out to him. He would have kissed them but for the restraining
presence of Snagsby who had brought him to her; as it was it seemed to
him that the phantom of a kiss passed like a breath between them. He
held her hands for a moment and relinquished them.
“It is so good to see you,” he said, and they sat down side by side. “I
am very glad to see you again.”
Then for a little while they sat in silence.
Mr. Brumley had imagined and rehearsed this meeting in many different
moods. Now, he found none of his premeditated phrases served him, and
it was the lady who undertook the difficult opening.
“I could not see you before,” she began. “I did not want to see
anyone.” She sought to explain. “I was strange. Even to myself.
Suddenly——” She came to the point. “To find oneself free.... Mr.
Brumley,—_it was wonderful!_”
He did not interrupt her and presently she went on again.
“You see,” she said, “I have become a human being——owning myself. I had
never thought what this change would be to me.... It has been——. It has
been—like being born, when one hadn’t realized before that one wasn’t
born.... Now—now I can act. I can do this and that. I used to feel as
though I was on strings—with somebody able to pull.... There is no one
now able to pull at me, no one able to thwart me....”
Her dark eyes looked among the trees and Mr. Brumley watched her
profile.
“It has been like falling out of a prison from which one never hoped to
escape. I feel like a moth that has just come out of its case,—you know
how they come out, wet and weak but—released. For a time I feel I can
do nothing but sit in the sun.”
“It’s queer,” she repeated, “how one tries to feel differently from
what one really feels, how one tries to feel as one supposes people
expect one to feel. At first I hardly dared look at myself.... I
thought I ought to be sorrowful and helpless.... I am not in the least
sorrowful or helpless....
“But,” said Mr. Brumley, “are you so free?”
“Yes.”
“Altogether?”
“As free now—as a man.”
“But——people are saying in London——. Something about a will——.”
Her lips closed. Her brows and eyes became troubled. She seemed to
gather herself together for an effort and spoke at length, without
looking at him. “Mr. Brumley,” she said, “before I knew anything of the
will——. On the very evening when Isaac died——. I knew——I would never
marry again. Never.”
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