"I very much regret that you should have thus misunderstood me. I
thought when we met at Windermere you were quite of my opinion. You,
however, appear to have grown tired after the five months of our
engagement, and your love for me has suddenly cooled; therefore our
paths in life must in future lie apart. You have at least told me the
truth honestly and straightforwardly. I, of course, believed that your
declarations were true, and that you really loved me truly, but alas! it
is evidently not so. I can only suffer in silence. Good-bye for ever.
We shall never, never meet again. But I tell you, Wilford, that I bear
you no malice, and that my prayers will ever be for your welfare and
your happiness. Perhaps sometimes you will give a passing thought to
the sorrowful, heart-broken woman who still loves you.
"Mabel Anson."
What could this mean? It spoke of our engagement for five months! I
had no knowledge whatever of ever having declared the secret of my love,
much less becoming her affianced husband. Was it possible that in the
first few months of my unconscious life I had met her and told her of my
affection, of how I worshipped her with all the strength of my being?
As I sat there with the carefully preserved letter in my hand there
arose before my eyes a vision of her calm, fair face, bending over the
piano, her handsome profile illumined by the candles on either side, the
single diamond suspended by its invisible chain, gleaming at her throat
like a giant's eye. The impression I had obtained of her on that night
at The Boltons still remained indelibly with me. Yes, her beauty was
superb, her sweetness unsurpassed by that of any other woman I had ever
met.
Among the other private papers preserved within the wallet were four
scraps of notepaper with typewriting upon them. All bore the same
signature--that of the strange name "Avel." All of them made
appointments. One asked me to meet the writer in the writing-room of
the _Hotel Victoria_ in London, another made an appointment to meet me
"on the Promenade at Eastbourne opposite the Wish Tower"; a third
suggested my office at Winchester House as a meeting-place, and the
fourth gave a rendezvous on the departure platform at King's Cross
Station.
I fell to wondering whether I had kept any of these engagements. The
most recent of the letters was dated nearly two years ago.
But the afternoon was wearing on, therefore I placed the puzzling
communications in my pocket and ascended to my room in order to rest,
and thus carry out the feint of attending to old Britten's directions.
The dressing-bell awakened me, but, confident in the knowledge that I
should remain undisturbed, I removed the bandages from my head, bathed
the wound, and applied some plaster in the place of the handkerchief.
Then, with my hat on, my injury was concealed.
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