Long and deeply I pondered over the Colonel's words. That he had some
underlying motive in thus warning me against the woman by whom I had
become so fascinated was vividly apparent, yet to all my demands he
remained dumb. On the afternoon following I found him in the St
James's Club--that club of diplomatists--and reverted to the subject.
But all the response he vouchsafed was--
"I've merely warned you, my dear fellow. I shall say no more. I, of
course, don't blame you for admiring her, I only tell you to pull
yourself up short."
"But why?"
"Because if you go further than admiration you'll be treading dangerous
ground--devilish dangerous, I can assure you."
"You mean that she has a jealous lover?" I suggested.
"She has no lover, as far as I'm aware," he answered.
"Then, speaking candidly, Channing," I said, "I don't see why you should
turn prophet like this without giving me any reason."
"My reason is briefly told," he said with unusual gravity. "I don't
wish to see you upset and unhappy, now that you've recovered your
sight."
His words seemed very lame ones.
"Why should I be unhappy?"
"Because Mabel Anson can never be more to you than an acquaintance; she
can never reciprocate your love. I tell you plainly that if you allow
yourself to become entranced and all that sort of thing, you'll only
make a confounded ass of yourself."
"You certainly speak very plainly," I observed, annoyed that he should
interfere so prematurely in a matter which was assuredly my affair
alone.
"I speak because I have your welfare at heart, Wilford," he answered in
a kindly tone. "I only regret now that I asked you to my table to meet
her. It is my fault--entirely my fault."
"You talk as though she were some genius of evil," I laughed. "Let me
act as I think fit, my dear Channing."
"Let you go headlong to the devil, eh?" he snapped.
"But to love her is not to go on the downward path, surely?" I cried
incredulously.
"I warn you, once and for all, to have nothing whatever to do with her,"
he said. "I know her--you do not."
But I laughed him to scorn. His words seemed utterly absurd, as though
his mind were filled by some strong prejudice which he dared not to
utter for fear of laying himself open to an action for slander. If her
acquaintance were so extremely undesirable, why did he invite her and
her mother to his table? His words were not borne out by his own
actions.
So I bade him farewell rather coolly, and left the club abruptly, in
anger with myself at having sought him, or bestowed a single thought
upon his extraordinary warning.
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