The will to doubt : $b An essay in philosophy for the general thinkerLloyd, Alfred H. (Alfred Henry)
Philosophy
The will to doubt : $b An essay in philosophy for the general thinker
Lloyd, Alfred H. (Alfred Henry)
Belief and doubt; Philosophy -- Introductions
There was once a brook that ran, at times slowly, at times more
rapidly, through fields and woods, under trees and over rocks. At
every chance, whatever the obstacles in its course, it fell, much
or little, as it could; but impatience and uncertainty filled its
life as the minutes and the hours passed. Had life nothing more in
store for its troubled waters? Was this groping downward all? Were
the memory and the accompanying hope, which haunted every thwarted
move, of no avail? Would true fulness of life never be attained?
But a great moment for the brook came, rewarding it at last,
bringing assurance in place of threatened despair. A precipice
intervened, and the waters fell hundreds of feet; a glorious fall
--spray, sunlight, colour, eloquence.
"Now," spoke the brook from the deep, smooth pool below, "now I
have lived; now I know that my life was real and that my life was
good, for I have found myself, I have found my world; and I have
found them where I thought them not. And, speaking so, the brook
flowed on contented.
The confession of doubt, which we set out to make with all possible
candour, is now nearly concluded even to the harvesting of the promised
fruit. The confession began, as will be remembered, with recognition of
certain general and easily demonstrated facts, of [p.249] which there
were five, as follows: (1) We are all universal doubters. (2) Doubt is
essential to all consciousness. (3) Even habit, though confidence be the
horse, has doubt sitting up behind. (4) Like pain or ignorance, doubt is
a condition of real life. (5) And the sense of dependence, so general to
human nature, gives rise to doubt, although also, like misery, it always
seeks company--the company of nature, of man, of God. Then, after this
beginning, which left us by no means so hopeless as might have been
expected, we proceeded to try the doubter, nay, to try ourselves, first
before the court of ordinary life with its ordinary views of things, and
secondly, before the court of science, and, in both trials, we found the
doubting justified. Alike in ordinary life and in science, even in
science where such a result was perhaps hardly to be expected, we found
what at least seemed like illusion and what certainly was paradox, and
almost against our will we had to conclude that a spirit of
contradiction and duplicity and vacillation dwelt at the very centre and
the very heart of our human experience. This spirit of violence, too, as
the evidence of its presence accumulated, bade fair to dispel whatever
hope our confession had left us. Yet out of the evidence there gradually
did appear a reason for deepest assurance, and in the end our fear, not
our hope, was dispelled. Contradiction was seen in its very nature to
possess positive value. It was seen to protect experience, even while
experience was specific and concrete, definite and individual, against
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