The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
So this was what she had been driving at. He understood. She should
have known from the change in his face that she had struck home, but at
her tender age vision is not clear enough to read the inner feelings
through the features. She was accordingly hardly moderate in heaping up
her boarding-school disdain upon him.
“It’s always shabby, my dear sir, to desert a fiancée. And when she is
in trouble it’s perfectly abominable.”
What right had she to scold him so violently? Raymond
Bercy was irritated by it all, and yet, at the bottom of his
heart, was conscious of a bitter-sweet pleasure in hearing Margaret
spoken of. His anger and bitterness crept into his retort.
“I didn’t appoint you to judge me, mademoiselle,” he said, “but if you
talk to me in the name of another, my reply is that----”
“I’m not speaking in any one’s name----”
“That you are misinformed. It wasn’t I who broke our engagement. I
would gladly have kept it.”
“You would have kept it? Oh, when the sun is shining, you men, all of
you, are always on hand; and when it rains, there isn’t a soul of you
about.”
“But you are too unjust, after all. I shall lose my patience with you.”
She was as far as ever from keeping still, going on to worry him, like
a wasp that hovers round you and tries to sting.
“It’s a great mistake for a man to get cross,” she said.
“I don’t have to report to you, Miss Sassenay. Let me tell you,
however, that Miss Roquevillard broke our engagement of her own free
will.”
“Out of generosity.”
“Without any consideration for my feelings or the pain it gave me.”
“In such circumstances you shouldn’t have let her break it,”
declared Jeanne. Her cheeks had grown quite red, and her
self-possession was gone. She was contradicting herself furiously,
and he, too, was scarcely more calm than she was.
“And if her brother is convicted?” he demanded.
“’Tis a fine case, isn’t it?”
“Oh, really, do you think so, Miss Sassenay?”
“Yes, really. As for me, if I were in love it would be all the same to
me if my fiancé were sent to the galleys. I’d follow him, do you hear,
sir. And if I had to commit some crime to be sent after him, I’d commit
it. Biff, boom! Just like that!”
“You’re a child,” he commented; then brusquely he changed his tone, and
whispered in a heavy voice:
“Do you think I have no regrets for her?”
She changed as quickly as he had, triumphantly, and was almost on the
point of falling on his neck. Mrs. Sassenay, surprising this by-play
from a distance, was distressed by what she saw, and blamed herself for
her neglect.
“Oh, I knew quite well, sir,” said Jeanne, “that you couldn’t want to
marry me. Good, then, be off with you. Run and tell Margaret. Beg her
for my sake to forgive you. Take your place again quickly in the family
before the trial comes on. Afterwards it will be too late. It will do
more good than prescribing all sorts of nasty medicines for your sick
people.”
“Thanks.”
“Be off then, at once.”
“But it’s half-past eleven,” argued Raymond.
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