The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
In spite of the clear air, Mr. Roquevillard felt the cold, and buttoned
up his overcoat. Now that he was no longer warm from walking he
was again conscious of his age and sorrow. Why had he climbed this
hill? Its slope seemed to him like a cemetery, with its felled trees
scattered over the white ground. Did he come here, opposite the old
place abandoned now after the care of so many centuries, to gaze upon
its ruin and mourn the death of its hopes? Across the valley he could
distinguish the lands and buildings that had been his heritage. The
house, which only a year ago had sheltered all the reassembled, joyful
family, was closed now: never again should he pass its doors.
Silence and solitude were all round him on this funereal, leafless
hillock where he stood. About him, within him, it was Death. And
as a vanquished chief calls the roll of his soldiers after battle,
he summoned up his sorrows one by one: his wife’s life had been
crushed out, borne down by her troubles; his daughter Felicie given
up to God, far away over the seas and lost to him; Hubert, his
firstborn, his best boy, struck down in full youth, far from France
and all that were dear to him; Germaine, leaving her native country;
Margaret, vowed to celibacy by her poverty; and finally Maurice, the
last of the Roquevillards, on whom the future of the race depended,
thrown into prison upon an infamous charge; threatened with conviction
even though the paternal lands had been sacrificed to save him. In vain
had sixty years been given to the nurture of this family. Decimated,
crushed by the fault of a single member, it lay prone now at the foot
of La Vigie, like the trunks of these trees half bedded in the snow.
To him whose robust force and faith had looked for victory, defeat and
shame had been dealt out.
In his discouragement he leant against the oak, his brother in
misfortune. He gave a long, despairing groan, the groan of a tree which
totters beneath the raining blows of the axe before it falls. The
unheeding earth and sky were immobile in their quiet colours; he felt
himself abandoned.
Two tears rolled down his cheeks--a man’s tears, the more rare and
moving because they are a confession of humility and weakness, falling
slowly in the cold air, half frozen on his unwarmed cheeks. He did
not dream that he wept. He only realised it upon perceiving a human
form slowly climbing the hillside toward him. He dried his eyes, lest
he should be surprised in his sorrow. It was the figure of a woman
gathering dead wood and faggots. Bending over the white earth, she
could not see him; only when she got near the oak she straightened up a
little and recognised him.
“Master Francis!” she murmured.
“Mother Fauchois!” he exclaimed.
She came nearer, and put down her burden; searched for the
right thing to say, and finding nothing, began to weep, not silently,
but with loud sobs.
“Why do you cry?” asked Mr. Roquevillard.
“For you, Master Francis.”
“For me?”
“Yes.”
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