The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
“And you were not going to tell me about it? God has
taken pity on us. Our excess of misfortune has touched
Him. Raymond’s conduct is very fine. He hasn’t waited for
us to be publicly cleared of all disgrace before he came to us. And
what did you say to him?”
“I refused him.”
Mr. Roquevillard gave an astonished movement and drew the girl nearer
to him, looking deep into her great clear eyes.
“Refused him? Why? But I can guess: you were thinking of me. You
are sacrificing yourself for your father. Your father won’t accept
the sacrifice, sweetheart. I have told you often that parents must
subordinate their lives to their children’s: that’s the natural order,
not the contrary.”
“Father,” she murmured, “I love you so well. You know it. However, you
deceive yourself, I assure you.”
“It was not for me you refused him?”
“No, father.”
A pure flame radiated from her eyes over all her colourless face, and
he understood his daughter’s soul. Had he not once already had to
read these signs? God was taking his children from him one by one.
What a fever of renunciation and self-immolation stirred and burned
in them! Must there not be in these successive sacrifices enough to
furnish the redemption of the culprit, Maurice? He recalled one summer
morning, in the glaring light on the docks at Marseilles, when he
had watched the steamer sail away for China with Felicie on board.
And he pressed Margaret closer to his trembling heart.
“You, too,” he murmured simply.
She clasped her arms around his neck, and whispered to him, quite low,
with a kiss:
“Not yet, father.”
“After I am gone?”
“Yes.”
He held her a moment closer against him, as he had done when she was a
little girl in the old days and he had put protecting arms about her.
He loved the feeling that she was his yet, but hesitated to accept
the delay his daughter’s love imposed on her. Facing the glass in his
cabinet, he could see the image of the group they formed. With one
stroke it showed the changes that had been wrought in him within one
year’s time.
“To-morrow,” he reflected, “I shall have saved Maurice, and my task
will be finished. It won’t be long after that. I shan’t make old bones.”
Bending over the clear face, he pressed his lips there, as a sign of
his acceptance. Then, coming back again to what was uppermost in his
mind, he banished tenderness, and made his arrangements for the battle.
“Have dinner at eight,” he ordered. “I’ve almost two hours ahead
of me, time to refresh myself on the details of this brief,
which I know pretty well already. I’ll go to bed at nine, and
get up at three in the morning. From three to nine, before the
opening of court, I’ll get my argument in hand.”
“Very well, father. There’s a letter from Lyons from Germaine. Her
heart is with us.”
“You can read it to me at dinner,” he said.
“Charles will be here to-morrow on the one-o’clock train. He can’t come
sooner.”
“I expected him.”
“I’ll leave you now, father.”
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