The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
“Jeanne, what do you know about being in love?”
“Why shouldn’t I know? I’m not a little girl any more.”
Thereupon Miss Sassenay gave a poke to her hat, which was losing its
balance on her blonde hair, verified the curls that fell over her
forehead, and assumed an air of great detachment, to hide her blushing,
as she asked:
“He doesn’t love that bad woman any more, does he?”
“Maurice? I don’t believe so.”
“Are you sure?”
“He never speaks of her.”
“She’s never seen him again?”
“No.”
“So much the better. I detest her. In the first place, she wasn’t
so good-looking as all that. Fine eyes, yes, but she used them a little
too much. And her smiles, and her sly looks, and her grimaces! She
was always balancing her head, and craning her neck, and heaving her
shoulders and wriggling her hips.”
She got out of her chair quickly and walked across the room in
imitation of Mrs. Frasne, caricaturing the gestures and the constant
play of movement by which the woman’s inner restlessness was betrayed.
“Jeanne, please stop,” cried Margaret.
“No, no,” continued the girl, fairly launched now. “I tell you
brunettes can’t be compared with blondes, for colouring or for grace
either. You, Margaret, with your chestnut hair, have the beauty of them
all, but you don’t do anything to help yourself.... And then, I detest
her anyway....”
“Detest whom, Jeanne?”
“Mrs. Frasne, of course. She’s a fatal woman, and brings bad luck. Your
brother has been well punished. She has made him unhappy. She didn’t
love him. She’s the one they should have put in jail. As for your
brother, they’ll acquit him. You know papa and mamma are for him. Papa
looked glum about it at first, but I scolded him. I should have liked
to go and see the acquittal. You must congratulate him for me. It must
be fine to be acquitted.”
She was babbling on without stopping. Margaret gently interrupted her.
“Will you pray with me, Jeanne?” she asked.
“If you wish.”
The two girls knelt side by side. But scarcely had they begun their
orisons before some one knocked at the door.
“It’s the postman,” said the maid, handing some letters to Margaret.
“Will you permit me?” the latter asked of her companion. “It was
Hubert’s day.... Oh, a letter from him.... I half expected one.”
With trembling hands she unsealed the envelope, which was postmarked
from the Soudan. From the other side of the gates of Death the young
officer was taking his part in the family drama. There are few
sensations so poignant as that of receiving tidings from those who are
no more. Margaret, whose shy patience had hitherto been like calm, let
a long moan escape her as she read. Jeanne, discreet and much moved
herself, did not dare console her. By her own force of will the girl
controlled herself. This was not the time to be weak or give way. Had
not her father shown her the proper way to act?
“Hubert!” she murmured.
She seemed to hesitate a moment what to do.
“I must--I think I must go to the court-house, at once,” she said.
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