The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
In his turn Maurice knelt, and remembering his mother, who had gone
without farewell to him, and his brother, who had made the sacrifice of
his life for him, he hid his face in his hands. But his father touched
him on the shoulder, and spoke to him in a firm voice.
“My boy,” he said, “I am an old man now. You will soon succeed me. You
must listen to me now, this day, when I feel it is my duty to speak
to you. Here are the symbols of all that is enduring. To care for the
dead is in a sense the fulfilling of our immortal destiny. What is a
man’s life, what is my life, if past and future don’t give it its true
meaning? You had forgotten this when you went in search of your individual
destiny. There is no set destiny for the individual, no greatness in
life, except in servitude. We serve our family, we serve our country,
God, art, science, an ideal. Shame on the man who only serves himself!
You, Maurice, you have found your strongest support in us, but your
dependence too. Man’s honour lies in accepting his due place in life.”
Maurice, rising from his knees, saw the Calvary of Lemenc before him in
the twilight, and the thought came to him sadly, “What of love?”
His father guessed what he was thinking of.
“Such a little thing, dear boy,” he said, “may divide the honest and
the dishonest impulses in a man. Love breaks this barrier down. The
family keeps it strong. And yet, even at this hour, Maurice, I won’t
speak ill of love, if only you know how to understand it. Love is
our heart’s sigh for all that lies beyond our grasp. Cherish this
longing in your heart. It is yours to cherish. You will find it again
in doing good deeds, in nature, in fulfilling your destiny without
fear or frailty. Don’t misunderstand it. Don’t mistake it any more.
Before you give your love to a woman, remember your mother, think
of your sister; think of the happiness that may be in store for you
some day of having a daughter of your own to bring up. I was glad
when you were born, and at your brother’s birth and your sisters’ I
rejoiced. With all my strength I have protected you. At my death, I
tell you, you will feel as if a wall had crumbled down before you, and
left you face to face with life. Then you will understand me better.”
“Father,” murmured Maurice, breaking down. “I shall not be unworthy of
you.”
“My boy!” replied Mr. Roquevillard quite simply. And Margaret, seeing
them at last in each other’s arms, remembered the vow she had made her
mother.
In the deepening sky, toward La Vigie, an early star began to shed its
light. Mr. Roquevillard, holding to his heart this son whom he had won
back, this last and only son, marked it as a sign of hope. And in the
darkened graveyard, where he had come to return the dead their visit to
him of the night before, even though he felt that he was menaced, too,
by death, the head of the family made his confession of faith in life.
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