The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novelBordeaux, Henry
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The will to live (Les Roquevillard) : $b A novel
Bordeaux, Henry
Elopement -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
The snow must have been falling for several hours, for it was already
deep in the path. He went on in constant fear of losing his way along
the precipices. The path led through two or three tunnels cut out of
the rock a little beyond the summit of the pass. The obscurity of these
tunnels was so intense that he was blinded as in the depths of some
cavern. He held his cane forward in his right hand, his left arm, with
the satchel, stretched out, and went along tapping. He plunged at each
step into the puddles of water that dripped through the rocks, and
could feel the rush of the outer air at the other end long before he
got his sight again.
Such obstacles as these along the road only hardened his courage. Young
people must have tests; they seek out love more from the eager desire
of living than from voluptuous fancy. Maurice did not suffer from his
losses, though he had lost everything, and was leaving his happiness
behind him, reduced to the status of a beggar. He struggled bravely
against the cold and snow, the night and fear, but the combat kept him
warm.
Day spread round him gradually, but he profited little by it, for the
white mist of falling snow-flakes flowed round him like the sea around
an island. This route he travelled, so picturesque on clear days,
with its view of the Bernese Alps, the Aletsch glacier, the magnificent
and varied spurs of the Rhone valley, seemed to him like a road cut
through hills of cotton-wool. Sometimes a pine tree, laden with
hoar-frost, would loom up at the path’s edge, ten steps away from him,
having passed which he would search for some other landmark and go on.
Tediously and monotonously he came at last to Brieg. It was the end of
the heroic period of his journey.
The day in the railway carriage was long and uncomfortable, in spite of
the nearer and nearer approach to his native countryside. He left the
train about six in the evening at Viviers, which is the station next
to Chambéry. A foolish fear of being recognised and arrested when he
should arrive at Chambéry suggested this plan to him. He set out for
home on foot, therefore, from Viviers by the Aix road. It passed the
Calvary of Lemenc, which rose above him at one point, and he stopped
near it, thinking of his love.
“Edith,” he sighed.
It came over him how far these days had separated him from her already,
and, as he still loved her, he grieved within himself for his cruelty
to her. He moved nearer to the railing that protected the rock-hewn
road along the hillside. The lights of Chambéry shone out, and he took
his bearings.
His impulse was to go to his mother first, but he found
the graveyard closed, and could not get in. From there by
various back routes he reached his father’s house. A clock struck
eight. He was chilled and hungry: where should he go if not home? With
beating heart he pressed the bell. A new maid opened the door for him,
and instead of entering freely, he had to ask admittance formally, like
a stranger.
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