"My dear sir," I explained gruffly, "a man can’t take command of a
battalion if the adjutant neglects to publish the order which appoints
him." I felt horribly mean, but this seemed to me to be a case where
the dead could most conveniently bear the responsibility.
Suddenly Eric rose to his feet. I glanced at him, and flinched, for I
knew what was coming. The colour had come back to his face, and his blue
eyes were aglow. He was "up in the cloods." He came round to my side
of the table, and laid his hands on my shoulders. It was strange to
feel the lifeless weight of his artificial arm. I flinched again, and
made a testy reference to my comminuted collar-bone.
But Eric was not to be denied. He had been exposed to himself as an
incompetent and a failure; but what mattered more—solely—to him was that
the world did not know about it; Roy and I had saved him from that. All
that was grateful in his nature had been roused by that infernal
telegram. He sat down beside me and took my hand in his. I felt very
ridiculous.
"My God, old man," he said, "you saved me! You two saved me from being
broke! You, who might have commanded the battalion—and young Roy!
Young Roy! After what I had done to him—and—tried to do to him!"
"Oh, come!" I said. "You were a bit of a martinet, sometimes—the heavy
C.O., and all that—but there’s no need to reproach yourself over Roy."
Eric let go my hand—greatly to my relief— and began to walk about the
room. Suddenly he turned to me.
"Alan, old man," he said, "do you know exactly what I did to Roy? I
tried to take his girl away from him!"
I looked up. Lord Eskerley had been right, as usual.
"You mean—Marjorie?"
"Yes—Marjorie! Not once—nor twice—not accidentally—nor casually; but
deliberately and continuously! Listen!" He was in the flood-tide of
confession now, and I knew that in that mood he was not apt to be
reticent.
"I made love to her at Craigfoot—in a ’you’re-a-nice-little-girl’ sort
of way—while Roy was at Sandhurst. I made love to her in London, when I
was on leave and he was in France—took her out to dinner and lunch, and
so on—"
"Why not? It was up to her to refuse."
"She didn’t refuse."
"In that case, she must have found your society agreeable."
"No, she didn’t! I am pretty vain about myself, Alan; but I could see
she didn’t!"
"Then why did she accept your invitations?"
"I fancy it was because it gave her a chance to talk about the
regiment—which meant Roy. Not that she ever mentioned him; but—I see it
now! My God, what a cad I was! I let her sit there, while I crabbed
him—talked patronisingly of him—belittled the good work he had always
done for me and my battalion. Ugh!"
"Did you really care for her?"
"I was fascinated by her for the time. She is a glorious creature!"
"She certainly is."
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