He was a little afraid the world was going to
the dogs!
Och! Was that woman never coming down at all, at all?
He smiled to himself at how the Ulster speech came back to him at the
thought of Ulster.... He turned to the paper with an effort of will....
An Indian outbreak feared in western Montana.... Stanley going to
Egypt.... Policeman beaten up in Brooklyn; a tough place, Brooklyn!...
American schooner arrested by Russian corvette for selling rum to Bering
Strait natives: a very strict modern people, the Russians.... Picnics on
Staten Island blamed for ruin of young girls.... And Bismarck and the
pope still sparring. Did that poor German think he could ever get the
better of the subtle Romans ...? Och, what was keeping that woman?
The light had become so dim that he could hardly read. The tempo
without quickened. People were hurrying now, on their way to the
restaurants for the evening meal. From the restaurants to the theater.
Home to sleep. And a new day with the old work facing them. There was a
fascination, a hypnosis to New York. He felt a pang at leaving it. It
had been very friendly to him. And he would never see it again.... Ah,
but he would remember it!
Section 3
It came to him with a sense of revelation that all his life he had been
looking forward: always the new thing. And now he would be looking back.
Always before guessing. Looking back now, knowing, or not quite knowing,
but having before him material from which to draw wisdom, truth. All his
life it seemed he had been gathering something. Now was the time to sort
it, make it.... And then, what was he to do with whatever he had made?
Toward what end? The paper he had in his hands dropped to his knees. His
eyes fixed on the windows where the lights of the city began to shine,
saw a haze, saw nothing. His ears, listening to the _clop-clop-clop_ of
the hansoms, heard only rhythm, then a faint harmony, then nothing....
Himself, within him, seemed to see old scenes, to be in old scenes. The
little boy going down to the sea in ships, seeking an island he had seen
in a mirage ... a mood of wonder.... There were feet, there was the
world. Every tree was an emerald miracle, every house a mystery, all
people were riddles.... Come, little boy, come and look! The instinct of
the salmon for the sea. The river where he was spawned hurries to the
sea, and his instinct is to go with it, not against it.... It deepens
and broadens, and ahead is always a clearer pool, a more shadowy rock, a
softer water-fern. It is pleasant to swim under the sallow-branches, and
rapids whip.... And there is the lull of an estuary, and the
_chush-chush_ of little waves, and he is in the sea.... And now he must
lay his own course.... The lure of the river has brought him so far.
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