Into this idyl of Beirut came now the wrestler from Aleppo, Ahmet Ali,
and the occurrence irritated Campbell to a degree which he had not
conceived possible. There he passed the door with his dreamy Syrian
face, his red rose, his white burnoose, his straggling followers. And
Fenzile smiled her quiet aloof smile.
There might be amusement in it, a queer Eastern comedy of the mountebank
who raised his eyes to a Druse princess, and wife of a Frank ship's
master. It might be amusing to Fenzile to see this conqueror of men
conquered by her presence, but it wasn't dignified. By God! it wasn't
dignified.
But it wasn't dignified to talk about it. To show Fenzile that it
mattered a tinker's curse to him. So he said nothing, and the wrestler
went by every day. It was becoming intolerable. It seemed to amuse
Fenzile, but it didn't amuse him.
And suddenly a chill smote him. What did he know of these people of the
East anyhow? In six years one could learn their language perfectly,
know their customs, know themselves, but know only as much as they
wanted to be known. The outer person, which is hallucination, one might
know, but what of the inner, which is reality? A strange country, where
the merchants spoke like princes and the princes like cameleers, and the
_sakyeh_, the water-carrier, might quote some fancy of Hafiz, as the
water gurgled from the skin. The obedience, the resignation in the
women's eyes might cover intrigue, and what was behind the eyes of the
men, soft as women's?
"Fenzile, you say you love me, because I am kind. Don't you love me
because I am strong?"
"Anyway, anyhow, dear Zan."
"I am strong, you know. As strong as your friend, Ahmet Ali."
"Of course, dear Zan." But somehow her tone did not carry conviction. If
she understood there was nothing this wrestler had he did not have
better, it would have been all right. All attributes in the world would
have been for her in him. But she thought the wrestler was strong. Damn
women! Couldn't they understand the difference between the muscles of a
hunting leopard and the bulk of a sea-cow? It was silly, but it
irritated him.
And then a thought came to him that he felt degraded him, but of which
he could not rid himself, try as he would. What did he know of Fenzile,
barring that she was young and strong and beautiful? Nothing. Of what
was she thinking in those dreamy eyes, green of the sea? And women
always admired strength in a man. And he was away most of the time, half
anyway. And the breath of the East was intrigue.
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