Pennsylvania -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“It is quite impossible,” she answered hoarsely; “quite, quite!
Never speak to me of such a thing”--Her face was stinging, her
voice was broken, as a woman’s might be to whom some insulting
thing had been said. “You will go, if you please,” she ended, her
head high, and with a certain gesture that confounded him.
“But look a-here,” he insisted, following her as she moved away
from him; “Annie, look a-here; that fellow ain’t a-goin’ to marry
anybody but a rich lady; his kind ain’t goin’ to marry you.”
“Well, I shan’t marry my kind, then! You can just understand that,”
she cried, with a sudden almost coarse fury. “There’s no use for
you to think of such a thing. Don’t ever dare to spake to me that
way again!”
* * * * *
This is as far as Annie Graham has lived her story. She and Dave
practically summed the matter up between them: “His kind will not
marry you;” and “I will not marry my kind.”
The story is unfinished; one waits to see what will happen.
There are three things open to Annie: She may live out her life
in South Bend; teaching, perhaps, in the public school, gradually
refining the terrible little house, rejoicing Johnny’s heart, and
never interfering, merely for her own æsthetic necessities, with
the unlovely habits of Johnny’s fifty years of unlovely living; she
may learn to accept his intimates as her acquaintances, his Mrs.
Pugsleys and Dave Duggans as household friends, starving all the
while for the companionship of her equals. Or--
She may shake off these intolerable surroundings which make her
shrink as instinctively as an open eye shrinks from dust; she
may turn her back on South Bend, and the tenement house, and the
painted snow-shovel, and her father’s shirt-sleeves, and her
father’s tender heart, and go out into the world to live her own
strong, refined, intellectual life, perhaps as a teacher in her
old college; marrying, after a while, some one who has never seen
her father, and coming into the soul-destroying possession of that
skeleton in the American closet--the vulgarity of the preceding
generation. Or--
She may, because of sheer misery in the struggle between the new
and the old, and for the dreadful suffocating comfort of it, fall
back into the pit whence she was digged and try to forget the upper
air.
What is the child’s duty? To live her own life, or to live some one
else’s life? Is she to accept success or failure, fulfillment or
renunciation?
People differ as to what constitutes success; some go so far as
to say that the highest fulfillment lies in renunciation; and
certainly there was once a life that might have been called a
failure because it ended upon a cross on Calvary.
I suppose it all depends on how you look at it.
THE LAW, OR THE GOSPEL
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