Pennsylvania -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Yes; your aunt told me about you. She told me how she had taken
care of you ever since your mother died; and how she had sent
you to school, and bought pretty dresses for you, and done the
housework herself so that you shouldn’t spoil your hands; and how
she took in washing so that you might go to dancing-school. She
loved you very much, Nellie; but I am not sure that she was kind.
Perhaps if you had had to work you wouldn’t have come to this
dreadful house, and brought shame and disgrace to Mrs. Sherman.
You’ve broken her heart, Nellie.”
The girl’s face paled and flushed; and then quivered suddenly into
a storm of tears.
“_I_ don’t like it here. But I can’t help it. I lost my place in
the shop. I was late, and they discharged me. And I was afraid to
go home and tell my aunt, she jaws at me so. That was four weeks
ago. It was the third place I’d lost. So I--came here. I don’t
like it. I was just crying when you came in!” She squeezed her
handkerchief into a damp ball and pressed it against her eyes,
sobbing. “The woman is so cross. And--and I owe her for board.”
Sara was silent.
“But there ain’t anything I can do; I’d die rather than go back to
my aunt’s. She’d never forgive me. I don’t blame her. But _I_ don’t
like it here.”
“Perhaps your aunt will forgive you?” Sara said gently. Nellie
rocked back and forth, sobbing.
“I’m too wicked,” she recited; her eyes roved over Sara’s dark
dress, and inspected her pretty little bonnet, and dwelt on the
glitter of an amethyst pin at her throat. “Oh, dear, I wish I
hadn’t; I wish I was dead,” she said helplessly.
Sara Wharton’s face lit with a quick tenderness. She put her arm
over the child’s bent shoulders, and drew the wet cheek down
against her breast. “My dear, if you are sorry, if you know that
it is wicked and dreadful, then the worst is over. Don’t wish to
die--wish to live, so that you may be good. I know you _can_ be
good!” she ended, with a burst of courage in her voice, that
struck some answering chord in the poor, half-developed little soul
at her side. Nellie looked up.
“Oh, I will be good--if I can; just get out of here! I’m just about
sick, anyway; I’ve got such a pain under my left shoulder; and I’m
just tired of it--and Mrs. Smith is so cross. But I can’t go home.
My aunt’ll jaw at me. Oh, I can’t ever go home!” She whimpered a
little, and looked at her pretty finger nails critically.
“I’m _sure_ your aunt will forgive you!” Sara said, impetuous and
tender. “Let’s go and ask her to, now.”
“Mrs. Smith won’t let me go, I guess,” Nellie sighed; “I owe her
two weeks board.”
“I will pay her.”
“I’ll come to-morrow,” the child demurred.
“Nellie, dear, I want you to come now! Oh, Nellie, won’t you begin
this minute to be good?”
“I’m not so very bad,” Nellie protested, “and I can’t come now,
truly. I haven’t any sack. I--sold it.” The tears welled up in her
soft eyes at the remembrance of her poverty.
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