Pennsylvania -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“I wish I could send her away too,” Sara said pitifully; “but I’ve
begged and begged for my cases until, positively, I haven’t the
face to ask for any more money. My friends fly when they see me
approaching, for fear I’m going to say ‘give, give!’” She laughed a
little, and the doctor looked at her with critical amusement.
“But of the two, you’d give the--you’d give Nellie Sherman the
chance for health?”
“Why, it’s only ‘bracing up’ that your poor woman needs,” Sara
said, with a surprised look, “and you say Nellie will die if she
doesn’t go away?”
“Perhaps that would be the best thing that could happen.”
“Dr. Morse! Would you have me let Nellie Sherman _die_, that three
people should be made comfortable?”
“I would, indeed,” he said, with a whimsical smile.
She looked at him in silent dismay, and he thought she shrank a
little.
“My dear Miss Wharton,” he said quickly, “just look at the
situation: your poor Nellie is a moral leper; she is a contagion;
she’s had her opportunity to get well (I speak spiritually);
she has had a year and a half of the most patient and earnest
effort expended upon her; but she hasn’t profited by it, and the
probability is she is incurable. On the other hand, here is a woman
who is a centre and source of moral health. Each needs physical
restoration: one for her life, the other for her usefulness,--and,
later, no doubt, her life, too. To which shall the chance be given?”
“To the one who might die!” Sara said impetuously.
She got up to go, a sparkle of indignation in her eyes; the young
man rose, too, and stood leaning back against his office table, his
hands in his pockets, and a good-natured smile on his lean, strong
face. “I don’t see,” his visitor went on, “how you dare to say any
soul is incurably bad”--
“I only said the _probability_ was that your Nellie was incurable;
and, after all, if you have only a certain amount of medicine, will
you give it to the moribund or the person who is just coming down
with an illness?”
“I don’t think the illustration is good,” Sara answered loftily;
“we are speaking of souls. And we have no right to say we know the
limit”--her voice fell a little--“of God’s power.”
Dr. Morse looked as though he were about to speak, but apparently
thought better of it.
“I’m very sorry for your poor woman,” Sara said, “and I’ll try to
see if I can’t arrange a little rest for her; but first of all,
life must be saved.”
Then she went away, her lip between her white teeth, and her breath
quick. “Horrible man!” she said to herself, “the idea of reasoning
about a thing like that--a human life! Dreadful person! I hope I
shall never see him again.”
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