Pennsylvania -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Sara was very white; she still trembled, but she lifted her head
and looked full at him. “Dr. Morse, are you God, to kill?”
“Or you, to make alive?” he interrupted. “I did not ask you to
kill--I asked you not to interfere--to allow God to work in his own
way. I asked you to use that judgment which, in ordinary affairs,
is so excellent--to consider _probabilities_; you do as much as
that in refusing to leave a lighted candle in a powder magazine.
What would you think of me, if I turned a smallpox patient loose
in a crowd? Nellie is far more dangerous than smallpox. Don’t you
see--surely you must see! that it would have been better for the
community if she had died last summer?”
“Better for the community,” Sara said passionately; “but what about
Nellie? Would it have been better for Nellie?”
“It could hardly be worse, could it?” he answered dryly; “but if it
were worse, better one lost soul than two or three.”
“God doesn’t lose souls so easily,” she cried; but he pressed the
logic of her hope home.
“Then why not have trusted Him, and let her die? Death isn’t
the worst thing in the world! And may I remind you”--they had
both risen; and from a cruel sort of justice on his part, and a
horrified dismay on hers, anger was arising in their eyes--“may I
remind you of a poor woman of whom I spoke that day you came to see
me about Nellie? She is in the hospital, broken down absolutely;
her brother is in the almshouse, and her mother living on charity.
But Nellie Sherman, a thief, a liar, a prostitute, a moral
imbecile, is in good health!”
“You have no right to say such things,” Sara said, in a low voice.
“I had to give that poor creature a chance to save her soul; and to
do that I had to save her body”--
“And ruin Jack--body and soul”--
“That was not my business,” she flung back at him.
“It was your business!” he said. “It was your business to weigh
probabilities. Oh!” he ended, impetuously, “the trouble with us
is, nowadays, that we make too much of _life_, and too little of
_living_. It is living that is important, not existing! I tell you,
Miss Wharton, there is only a limited amount of power in the world;
only a limited amount of opportunity, or of money, for that matter;
and we are bound to put power and opportunity and money where they
will do the most good! Did you put them where they would do the
most good?”
Sara flinched, then rallied all her faith. “Dr. Morse, I did the
duty which came to my hands; I had no choice.”
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