John came swiftly over to where she sat on the floor, very still,
with her hands flying, and her eyes on her work.
"Why, Joy dear, this is a lovely thing that I didn't expect," he
said gently. "Welcome--home!"
He smiled down at her and held out his hands to help her up. Quite
unsuspectingly, she pushed her work into the pocket along the hem of
her sewing-apron and laid her hands in his, and he drew her easily
to her feet. But, instead of releasing her then, he drew her
closer--and kissed her, quite as calmly as he had his mother a
moment before.... No, not quite as calmly. Joy felt his arms close
around her, as if he was glad to have her in his hold.
"Let me go," she said in too low a voice for Mrs. Hewitt to hear.
"Who has drawn the wine must drink it," he told her in the same low
voice. He went on, still softly, but more seriously, "My child, this
sort of thing is necessary, if you want Mother to be satisfied while
you are here. It's--a courtesy to your hostess. I promise to do no
more of it than is necessary, as it seems to trouble you so.
But--don't you see?"
He released her, and she stepped away.
"I--see," she answered him a little uncertainly. "Th--thank you....
I--I couldn't help coming, John."
Then she fled upstairs to dress for dinner.
She puzzled all the time she was dressing. There was no use
talking--his mother _needn't_ be amused by such things. She
would get on perfectly well without seeing them. John might think he
was doing it as a sacred duty--in spite of her adoration of him it
did not impress Joy that way.... There were men who kissed you just
because you were a girl, if you let them; Clarence was that kind,
according to all accounts. But--John! He was the best, kindest,
noblest man she had ever known. Every one seemed to have the same
feelings about him that she had. Even when Clarence had sneered at
him he had only been able to call him a "reliable citizen."... And
yet--he seemed to want to kiss her! He liked it.
"Of course," said Joy to herself, with a beating heart beneath the
wisdom of Aunt Lucilla, "the answer is that he probably doesn't know
it. Men don't ever seem to know things about themselves. But I must
remember that it's no sign he likes _me._"
But it was quite true that it was going to have to continue. It had
dawned on Joy that her will was no match for that of the Hewitt
family. But it was a very kindly will. She smiled a little,
irrepressibly, as she clasped her girdle--she was wearing one of the
old picture dresses--and went downstairs. For even if you are a
little impostor who has captured a five-weeks' lover by means of a
wishing ring, unlimited things to wear are nice, and having the man
you are in love with want to pet you is nice, too!
At the top of the stairs a thought struck her. Joy's thoughts had a
way of arriving suddenly. She had set out to be happy. Very well!
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