"If I could be sure it wouldn't hurt you--" said John in a low
voice. "He is very fascinating, Joy."
There was a note of pain in John's voice, but Joy did not heed it.
"_You_ are hurting me!" she said angrily, rising. "How can you----"
She did not finish. She had been going to say, "How can you talk
that way when I belong to you?" but she had not the courage. He
could never know how much she belonged to him. "I very much want to
be in this opera, and I think I shall," she said definitely.
"I have no way of preventing you," he answered coldly.
"But can't you trust me not to be silly?" she asked in a softer
tone. "Oh, John, I'll promise not to let Clarence break my heart. I
promise not to let _anything_ break it. Good-night."
She gathered up her mending-basket, set her chair carefully where it
had belonged, and went slowly out of the room without another word.
She did not know how John would greet her next morning. But he
proved to be no more of a malice-bearing animal than she, and when
she smiled brightly at him over the coffee-cups he smiled back in
quite as friendly a fashion, and they had a very cheerful breakfast
together--so cheerful that John was late getting out on his rounds.
At the door he paused, looking back at her.
"Look here, kiddie, I wasn't fair about that thing last night," he
said. "I've been thinking it over. I haven't a right in the world to
ask you to keep out of something that would give you pleasure. Go on
and play all the parts there are in it if you like. I'll be in it
myself, in the 'nice part' Rutherford is so considerately saving up
for me--" he grinned--"and----"
"And if you see me being swept off my feet you can wave your
handkerchief, or something," ended Joy for him, and they both
laughed. And so peace was restored, and Joy went on about her
morning duties with a happy heart. It seemed to her, as she thought
of him while she worked, that he had been unwontedly tender of her
as he bade her good-by. She could not think why. At any rate she was
very happy, and she sang as she sat at the living-room desk, after
her morning inspection of the ice-box, writing out the list for the
marketing, and the menus for that day's luncheon and dinner.
The maids took a deep interest in her, and if instant obedience and
willing service meant anything, approved of her. This was the day
when she was going to have to get the dinner all herself, and she
was looking forward to it with pleasure. She had never been left to
herself to do anything at home, because Grandmother and old
Elizabeth had seen her toddle into the kitchen and "want to help"
when she was four, and they therefore honestly thought she was four
still where judgment was concerned.
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