“True. I will tell you. Sister Paul--I am five-and-twenty years old,
I am a grown woman and this is no mere girl’s love story. Seven years
ago--I was only eighteen then--I was with my father as I have been ever
since. My mother had not been dead long then--perhaps that is the reason
why I seemed to be everything to my father. But they had not been
happy together, and I had loved her best. We were travelling--no
matter where--and then I met the man I have loved. He was not of our
country--that is, of my father’s. He was of the same people as my
mother. Well--I loved him. How dearly you must guess, and try to
understand. I could not tell you that. No one could. It began gradually,
for he was often with us in those days. My father liked him for his wit,
his learning, though he was young; for his strength and manliness--for a
hundred reasons which were nothing to me. I would have loved him had
he been a cripple, poor, ignorant, despised, instead of being what he
was--the grandest, noblest man God ever made. For I did not love him
for his face, nor for his courtly ways, nor for such gifts as other men
might have, but for himself and for his heart--do you understand?”
“For his goodness,” said Sister Paul, nodding in approval. “I
understand.”
“No,” Beatrice answered, half impatiently. “Not for his goodness either.
Many men are good, and so was he--he must have been, of course. No
matter. I loved him. That is enough. He loved me, too. And one day we
were alone, in the broad spring sun, upon a terrace. There were lemon
trees there--I can see the place. Then we told each other that we
loved--but neither of us could find the words--they must be somewhere,
those strong beautiful words that could tell how we loved. We told each
other--”
“Without your father’s consent?” asked the nun almost severely.
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