England -- Fiction; Magic -- Fiction; South Africa -- Fiction
tells me that it is as impossible for it to come as for the
mountain-range I look on as I write to move towards the town and bury
it—I am free from jealousy, for I know that it is impossible that you
should be faithless to your love.
“Oh, my sweet, the troth we plighted was not for days, or years, or
times—it was for ever. I believe that nothing can dissolve it, and that
Death himself will be powerless against it. I believe that with each
new and progressive existence it will re-arise as surely as the flowers
in spring, only, unlike them, more fragrant and beautiful than before.
Sometimes I think that it has already existed through countless ages.
Strange thoughts come into a man’s mind out there on the great veldt,
riding alone hour after hour, and day after day, through sunlight and
through moonlight, till the spirit of Nature broods upon him, and he
begins to learn the rudiments of truth. Some day I shall tell them all
to you. Not that _I_ have ever been quite alone, for I can say honestly
that you have always been at my side since I left you; there has been
no hour of the day or night when you have not been in my thoughts, and
I believe that, till death blots out my senses, no such hour will ever
come.
“Day by day, too, my love has grown stronger even in its despair. Day
by day it has taken shape and form and colour, and become more and more
a living thing, more and more an entity, as distinct as soul and body,
and yet as inextricably blended and woven into the substance of each.
If ever a woman was beloved, you are that woman, Eva Ceswick; if ever a
man’s life, present and to come, lay in a woman’s hands, my life lies
in yours. It is a germ which you can cast away or destroy, or which you
can nourish till it bursts into bloom, and bears fruit beautiful beyond
imagining. You are my fate, my other part. With you my destiny is
intertwined, and you can mould it as you will. There is no height to
which I cannot rise by your side; there is no depth to which I may not
sink without you.
“And now, what does all this lead up to? Will you make a sacrifice for
me, who am ready to give all my life to you—no, who have already given
it? That sacrifice is this: I want you to come out here and marry me;
for, as you know, circumstances prevent me from returning to you. If
you will come, I will meet you at the Cape, and marry you there. Ah,
surely you will come! As for money, I have plenty from home, and can
make as much more as we shall want here, so that need be no obstacle.
It is long to wait for your answer—three months—but I hope that the
faith that will, as the Bible tells us, enable people to move
mountains—and my faith in you is as great as that—will also enable me
to bear the suspense, and in the end prove its own reward.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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