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Ernest made no answer to this consolatory address, and Jeremy left him
alone, thinking that he had convinced him. But the Ernest of midday was
a very different man from the Ernest of the morning, directing the
erection of “parasols” over melons. The cruel news that the mail had
brought him, and which from force of association caused him for years
afterwards to hate the sight of a letter, had, figuratively speaking,
destroyed him. He could never recover from it, though he would
certainly survive it. Sharp indeed must be the grief which kills. But
all the bloom and beauty had gone from his life; the gentle faith which
he had placed in women was gone (for so narrowminded are we all, that
we cannot help judging a class by our salient experiences of
individuals), and, from that day forwards, for many years, he was
handed over to a long-drawn-out pain, which never quite ceased, though
it frequently culminated in paroxysms, and to which death itself would
have been almost preferable.
But as yet he did not realise all these things; what he did realise was
an intense and savage thirst for revenge—so intense, indeed, that he
felt as though he must put himself in a way to gratify it, or his brain
would go. To-morrow, he thought, was to see the final act of his
betrayal. To-day was the eve of her marriage, and he as powerless to
avert it as a child. O, great God! And yet through it all he knew she
loved him.
Ernest, like many other pleasant, kindly-tempered men, if once stung
into action by the sense of overpowering wrong, was extremely
dangerous. Ill indeed would it have fared with Mr. Plowden if he could
have come across him at that moment. And he honestly meant that it
should fare ill with that reverend gentleman. So much did he mean it,
that before he left his room he wrote his resignation of membership of
the volunteer corps to which he belonged, and took it up to the
Government office. Then, remembering that the Potchefstroom post-cart
left Pretoria at dawn on the following morning, he made his way to the
office, and ascertained that there were no passengers booked to leave
by it. But he did not take a place; he was too clever to do that.
Leaving the office, he went to the bank, and drew one hundred and fifty
pounds in gold. Then he went home again. Here he found a Kafir
messenger, dressed in the Government white uniform, waiting for him
with an official letter.
The letter acknowledged receipt of his resignation, but “regretted
that, in the present unsettled state of affairs, his Excellency was, in
the interest of the public service, unable to dispense with his
services.”
Ernest dismissed the messenger, and tore the letter across. If the
Government could not dispense with him, he would dispense with the
Government. His aim was to go to Potchefstroom, and thence to the
Diamond Fields. Once there, he could take the post-cart to Cape Town,
where he would meet the English mail steamer, and in one month from the
present date be once more in England.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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