England -- Fiction; Magic -- Fiction; South Africa -- Fiction
Dorothy, in her note to Ernest that he received by the mail previous to
the one that brought the letters which at a single blow laid the hope
and promise of his life in the dust, it may be remembered, had stated
her intention of going to see Eva in order to plead Ernest’s cause; but
what with one thing and another, her visit was considerably delayed.
Twice she was on the point of going, and twice something occurred to
prevent her. The fact of the matter was, the errand was distasteful,
and she was in no hurry to execute it. She loved Ernest herself, and,
however deep that love might be trampled down, however fast it might be
chained in the dungeons of her secret thoughts, it was still there, a
living thing, an immortal thing. She could tread it down and chain it;
she could not kill it. Its shade would rise and walk in the upper
chambers of her heart, and wring its hands and cry to her, telling what
it suffered in those subterranean places, whispering how bitterly it
envied the bright and happy life which moved in the free air, and had
usurped the love it claimed. It was hard to have to ignore those
pleadings, to disregard those cries for pity, and to say that there was
no hope, that it must always be chained, till time ate away the chains.
It was harder still to have to be one of the actual ministers to the
suffering. Still, she meant to go. Her duty to Ernest was not to be
forsaken because it was a painful duty.
On two or three occasions she met Eva, but got no opportunity of
speaking to her. Either her sister Florence was with her, or she was
obliged to return immediately. The truth was that, after the scene
described in the last chapter, Eva was subjected to the closest
espionage. At home, Florence watched her as a cat watches a mouse;
abroad, Mr. Plowden seemed to be constantly hovering on her flank, or,
if he was not there, then she became aware of the presence of the
ancient and contemplative mariner who traded in Dutch cheeses. Mr.
Plowden feared lest she should run away, and so cheat him of his prize;
Florence, lest she should confide in Dorothy, or possibly Mr. Cardus,
and, supported by them, find the courage to assert herself and defraud
her of her revenge. So they watched her every movement.
At last Dorothy made up her mind to wait no longer for opportunities,
but to go and see Eva at her own home. She knew nothing of the Plowden
imbroglio; but it did strike her as curious that no one had said
anything about Ernest. He had written; it was scarcely likely the
letter had miscarried. How was it that Eva had not said anything on the
subject? Little did Dorothy guess that, even as these thoughts were
passing through her mind, a great vessel was steaming out of
Southampton docks, bearing those epistles of final renunciation which
Ernest, very little to his satisfaction, received in due course.
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