England -- Fiction; Magic -- Fiction; South Africa -- Fiction
There are some scenes, trivial enough perhaps in themselves, that yet
retain a peculiar power of standing out in sharp relief, as we cast our
mind’s eye down the long vista of our past. The group of events with
which these particular scenes were connected may have long ago vanished
from our mental sight, or faded into a dim and misty uniformity, and be
as difficult to distinguish one from the other as the trees of a forest
viewed from a height. But here and there an event, a sensation, or a
face will stand out as perfectly clear as if it had been that moment
experienced, felt, or seen. Perhaps it is only some scene of our
childhood, such as a fish darting beneath a rustic bridge, and the
ripple which its motion left upon the water. We have seen many larger
fish dart in many fine rivers since then, and have forgotten them; but
somehow that one little fish has kept awake in the storehouse of our
brain, where most things sleep, though none are really obliterated.
It was in this clear and brilliant fashion that every little detail of
the scene was indelibly photographed on Ernest’s mind when, on the
morning following their meeting in the cave, he said good-bye to Eva
before he went abroad. It was a public good-bye, for, as it happened,
there was no opportunity for the lovers to meet alone. They were all
gathered in the little drawing-room at the Cottage: Miss Ceswick seated
on a straight-backed chair in the bow-window; Ernest on one side of the
round table, looking intensely uncomfortable; Eva on the other, a
scrapbook in her hand, which she studiously kept before her face; and
in the background, leaning carelessly over the back of a chair in such
a way that her own face could not be seen, though she could survey
everybody else’s, was Florence. Ernest, from where he sat, could just
make out the outline of her olive face, and the quick glance of her
brown eyes.
And so they sat for a long time, but what was said he could not
remember; it was only the scene that imprinted itself upon his memory.
And then at last the fatal moment came—he knew that it was time to go,
and said good-bye to Miss Ceswick, who made some remark about his good
fortune in going to France and Italy, and warned him to be careful not
to lose his heart to a foreign girl. Then he crossed the room and shook
hands with Florence, who smiled coolly in his face, and read him
through with her piercing eyes; and last of all came to Eva, who
dropped her album and a pocket-handkerchief in her confusion as she
rose to give him her hand. He stooped and picked them up—the album he
placed on the table, the little lace-edged handkerchief he crumpled up
in the palm of his left hand and kept; it was almost the only souvenir
he had of her. Then he took her hand, and for a moment looked into her
face. It wore a smile, but beneath it the features were wan and
troubled. It was so hard to go.
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