The Wizard's Son, Vol. 2 (of 3)Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Wizard's Son, Vol. 2 (of 3)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Great Britain -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Supernatural -- Fiction
friendship between Lord Erradeen and the ladies of the Isle. They had
something to do with him--not love, since he had never come again; but
some link of personal knowledge, interest, which nobody else had: any
information about him would naturally be carried there first; and Katie,
having elucidations to ask as well as confidences to make, lost no time
in carrying her budget to the Isle.
The true position of affairs there was unsuspected by any one. The blank
which Oona anticipated had closed down upon her with a force even
stronger than that which she had feared. The void, altogether unknown to
any one but herself, had made her sick with shame and distress. It was
inconceivable to her that the breaking off of an intercourse so slight
(as she said to herself), the absence of an individual of whom she knew
so little, not enough even for the most idiotical love at first sight,
should have thus emptied out the interests of life, and made such a
vacancy about her. It was a thing not to be submitted to, not to be
acknowledged even, which she would have died sooner than let any one
know, which she despised herself for being capable of. But
notwithstanding all this self-indignation, repression, and shame, it was
there. Life seemed emptied out of all its interest to the struggling,
indignant, unhappy girl. Why should such a thing be? A chance encounter,
no fault of hers, or his, or any one's. A few meetings, to her
consciousness quite accidental, which she had neither wished for nor
done anything to bring about. And then some strange difficulty, danger,
she could not tell what, in which he had appealed to her for her help.
She would have refused that help to no one. It was as natural for her to
give aid and service as to breathe. But why, why should a thing so
simple have brought upon her all this that followed? She was not aware
even that she loved the man; no! she said to herself with a countenance
ablaze with shame, how could she love him? she knew nothing of him; and
yet when he had gone away the light had been drawn out of her horizon,
the heart out of her life. It was intolerable, it was cruel; and yet so
it was. Nobody knew with what a miserable monotony the old routine of
existence went on for some time after. She was so indignant, so angry,
so full of resistance, that it disturbed her temper a little: and
perhaps the irritation did her good. She went on (of course, having no
choice in the matter) with all her old occupations just as usual,
feeling herself in a sort of iron framework within which she moved
without any volition of her own. The winter months passed like one long
blank unfeatured day. But when the spring came, Oona's elastic nature
had at last got the upper hand. There began again to be a little
sweetness to her in her existence. All this long struggle, and the
slowly acquired victory, had been absolutely unsuspected by those about
her. Mysie, perhaps, spectator as servants are of the life from which
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