The Wizard's Son, Vol. 2 (of 3)Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Wizard's Son, Vol. 2 (of 3)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Great Britain -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Supernatural -- Fiction
His companion smiled. "You would like me better to repeat to you again
that you have no ground to stand upon, and are as unworthy as one can be
at your age. All that is very true. But one aspect of the matter is not
all. In the mean time you will have to live and get on somehow. Suicide
of course is always open to you, but you are not the sort of man for
that; besides, it is begging the question, and solves no problem. No,
you must live--on the second level. Your ideal has always been
impossible, for you have never had heart or will to keep up to it. Why
you should have had this fit of fantastic wilfulness now, and really
believed that by means of vague aspirations you were to get the better
of me and all your antecedents, I cannot tell. You must now find out
practically how you are to live."
Walter had reached the lowest depths of despair a little while ago. He
had consented that it was all true, that there was no further escape for
him; but now again a passionate contradiction surged up within him. "I
will not," he said, vehemently, "I will not--take your way."
"I think you will--for why? there is no other half so good. You will be
very comfortable, and you will have done a great thing for your house.
By-and-by you will settle into a conviction that what you have done is
the best thing you could have done. It is one of the privileges of
mankind. And I promise you that I will not molest you. Your coming here
will be little more than a formula. You will agree with me: why then
should there be any controversy between us? Maturity and wealth and
well-being will bring you to think with me that a settled advantage like
that of one's race is far beyond all evanescent good of the fancy. You
will become respectable and happy--yes, quite happy enough--as happy as
men have any right to be."
There was a half-tone of mockery, as if the speaker scorned the picture
he drew; and at every word the resistance which had been almost stilled
in Walter's mind rose up more warmly. "Are you happy yourself," he said,
suddenly, "that you recommend this to me?"
The stranger paused a little. "The word is a trivial one. I have many
gratifications," he said.
"I don't know what your gratifications can be. Is it worth your while to
live through the ages as you say--you, so powerful as you are, with so
many great faculties--in a miserable old ruin, to exercise this
terrorism upon unoffending men?"
Then Walter's companion laughed aloud. "To live for ages in a miserable
old ruin!" he said. "That does not seem a very attractive lot indeed.
But set your mind at rest, my kind descendant; I live in a miserable
ruin no more than you do. My affairs are everywhere. I have the weakness
of a man for my own--perhaps in other regions as well--but that is
nothing to you."
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