“Thibault, another has done what you were not willing to do. He took the
poor young girl; he burdened himself with the poor old blind woman; he
gave a name to the one and bread to the other; he had no ambition beyond
that of gaining my love; he desired no dowry beyond my marriage vow; can
you think of asking me to return evil for good? Do you dare to suggest
that I should leave the one who has given me such proof of his love for
the one who has given me proof only of his indifference?”
“But what matter still, Agnelette, since you do not love him and since
you do love me?”
“Thibault, do not turn and twist my words to make them appear to say
what they do not. I said that I still preserved my friendship for you, I
never said that I did not love my husband. I should like to see you
happy, my friend; above all I should like to see you abjure your evil
ways and repent of your sins; and last of all, I wish that God may have
mercy upon you, and that you may be delivered from that spirit of evil,
of which you spoke just now. For this I pray night and morning on my
knees; but even that I may be able to pray for you, I must keep myself
pure; if the voice that supplicates for mercy is to rise to God’s
throne, it must be an innocent one; above all, I must scrupulously keep
the oath which I swore at His altar.”
On hearing these decisive words from Agnelette, Thibault again became
fierce and morose.
“Do you not know, Agnelette, that it is very imprudent of you to speak
to me here like that?”
“And why, Thibault?” asked the young woman.
“We are alone here together; it is dark, and not a man of the open would
dare to come into the forest at this hour; and know, the King is not
more master in his kingdom than I am here?”
“I do not understand you, Thibault?”
“I mean that having prayed, implored, and conjured, I can now threaten.”
“You, threaten?”
“What I mean is,” continued Thibault, paying no heed to Agnelette’s
words, “that every word you speak does not excite my love for you more
than it rouses my hatred towards him; in short, I mean that it is
imprudent of the lamb to irritate the wolf when the lamb is in the power
of the wolf.”
“I told you, Thibault, before, that I started to walk through the forest
without any feeling of fear at meeting you. As I was coming to, I felt a
momentary terror, remembering involuntarily what I had heard said about
you; but at this moment, Thibault, you will try in vain to make me turn
pale.”
Thibault flung both hands up to his head.
“Do not talk like that,” he said, “you cannot think what the devil is
whispering to me, and what an effort I have to make to resist his
voice.”
“You may kill me if you like,” replied Agnelette, “but I will not be
guilty of the cowardice which you ask of me; you may kill me, but I
shall remain faithful to my husband; you may kill me, but I shall pray
to God to help him as I die.”
“Do not speak his name, Agnelette; do not make me think about that man.”
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