Behind these were four peasants carrying a bier covered with a white
pall over which were scattered green branches and flowers, and beneath
the sheet could be seen the outline of a coffin; a few villagers from
Préciamont wound up this little procession. Although there was nothing
unusual in such a sight as this, seeing that he was in a cemetery, and
that the newly-dug grave must have prepared him for it, Thibault,
nevertheless, felt strangely moved as he looked on. Although the
slightest movement might betray his presence and bring destruction upon
him, he anxiously watched every detail of the ceremony.
The priest having blessed the newly-made grave, the peasants laid down
their burden on an adjoining hillock. It is the custom in our country
when a young girl, or young married woman, dies in the fullness of her
youth and beauty, to carry her to the grave-yard in an open coffin, with
only a pall over her, so that her friends may bid her a last farewell,
her relations give her a last kiss. Then the coffin is nailed down, and
all is over. An old woman, led by some kind hand, for she was apparently
blind, went up to the coffin to give the dead one a last kiss; the
peasants lifted the pall from the still face, and there lay Agnelette. A
low groan escaped from Thibault’s agonised breast, and mingled with the
tears and sobs of those present. Agnelette, as she lay there so pale in
death, wrapped in an ineffable calm, appeared more beautiful than when
in life, beneath her wreath of forget-me-nots and daisies. As Thibault
looked upon the poor dead girl, his heart seemed suddenly to melt within
him. It was he, as he had truly realised, who had really killed her, and
he experienced a genuine and overpowering sorrow, the more poignant
since for the first time for many long months he forgot to think of
himself, and thought only of the dead woman, now lost to him for ever.
As he heard the blows of the hammer knocking the nails into the coffin,
as he heard the earth and stones being shovelled into the grave and
falling with a dull thud on to the body of the only woman he had ever
loved, a feeling of giddiness came over him. The hard stones he thought
must be bruising Agnelette’s tender flesh, so fresh and sweet but a few
days ago, and only yesterday still throbbing with life, and he made a
movement as if to rush out on the assailants and snatch away the body,
which dead, must surely belong to him, since, living, it had belonged to
another.
But the grief of the man overcame this instinct of the wild beast at
bay; a shudder passed through the body hidden beneath its wolf skin;
tears fell from the fierce blood-red eyes, and the unhappy man cried
out: “O God! take my life, I give it gladly, if only by my death I may
give back life to her whom I have killed!”
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