Mr. Brown's--or Mr. Brooks'--next speech harked back to her previous
one.
“I'll tell you while I'm here,” he began.
“You needn't, unless you wish,” she said. “I have no right to
know”--adding, with characteristic femininity, “though I'm dying to.”
“But I want you to know. As I told Atkins when I first came, I haven't
murdered anyone and I haven't stolen anything. I'm not a crook running
from justice. I'm just a plain idiot who fell overboard from a steamer
and”--bitterly--“hadn't the good luck to drown.”
She made no comment, and he began his story, telling it much as he had
told it to the lightkeeper.
“There!” he said in conclusion, “that's the whole fool business. That's
why I'm here. No need to ask what you think of it, I suppose.”
She was silent, gazing at the breakers. He drew his own conclusions from
her silence.
“I see,” he said. “Well, I admit it. I'm a low down chump. Still, if I
had it to do over again, I should do pretty much the same. A few things
differently, but in general the very same.”
“What would you do differently?” she asked, still without looking at
him.
“For one thing, I wouldn't run away. I'd stay and face the music. Earn
my living or starve.”
“And now you're going to stay here?”
“No longer than I can help. If I get the appointment as assistant keeper
I'll begin to save every cent I can. Just as soon as I get enough to
warrant risking it I'll head for Boston once more and begin the earning
or starving process. And,” with a snap of his jaws, “I don't intend to
starve.”
“You won't go back to your father?”
“If he sees fit to beg my pardon and acknowledge that I was right--not
otherwise. And he must do it of his own accord. I told him that when I
walked out of his office. It was my contribution to our fond farewell.
His was that he would see me damned first. Possibly he may.”
She smiled.
“You must have been a charming pair of pepper pots,” she observed. “And
the young lady--what of her?”
“She knows that I am fired, cut off even without the usual shilling.
That will be quite sufficient for her, I think.”
“How do you know it will? How do you know she might not have been
willing to wait while you earned that living you are so sure is coming?”
“Wait? She wait for me? Ann Davidson wait for a man without a cent while
he tried to earn a good many dollars? Humph! you amuse me.”
“Why not? You didn't give her a chance. You calmly took it for granted
that she wanted only money and social position and you walked off and
left her. How do you know she wouldn't have liked you better for telling
her just how you felt. If a girl really cared for a man it seems to me
that she would be willing to wait for him, years and years if it were
necessary, provided that, during that time, he was trying his best for
her.”
“But--but--she isn't that kind of a girl.”
“How do you know? You didn't put her to the test. You owed her that. It
seems to me you owe it to her now.”
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